This is the story of how I had it all and lost it.
When I was 18 I moved in with my grandparents. It was just a few days shy of my 19th birthday and I had been kicked out on the streets by my father. My grandparents helped me get my license and a car and I began to work a church daycare. Life was going fantastic as I was meeting new people and learning what I was like to be free and for the most part independent. I never meant to find him…. He came along when I was least expecting it. John. My soul mate. The one I knew was THE ONE from day one. He made my heart happy and treated me better than anyone else I had ever met. I began putting most of my focus on him. I lost my job soon after meeting him so I began following him out of town to his jobs and forgot to focus on myself and my main purpose of moving in with my grandparents. I had been out of a job for about 4 months the day I decided to drive an hour away to see him. My grandparents didn’t care for John but they did not know the way he made me feel. I got home from seeing him that night and I was told to return my keys and my phone and to pack my belongings. I was left with no where to go. No way to go. I went to live with John with his aunt but we had nothing. My depression began to affect me in a way I had never felt before. I began taking my anger out on him and I knew I had to leave before I hurt him anymore so I did. I am left with nothing . No phone. No car. No job. No home. Nothing. I feel like I have offically hit rock bottom. I came on this website to tell my story in hopes that someone will read it an understand my situation and my pain. I just hope to raise a little cash to find a decent ride so I can get another job and get back on my feet. Any sort of donation will help!