I’d like to start by thanking you for your time to read my story. I have been struggling for awhile now and feel like the world is closing in around me. I am constantly trying to better mine and my family’s life but nothing seems to work out and I keep getting buried in a deeper hole. I am in so much debt and have a ton of bills that need to be paid. On top of that I have a list of issues that need to be taken care of. One of the more urgent ones being our house that is rotting and falling apart and we just don’t have the money to fix it. Five years ago my husband and I had twins. We decided that I would quit my job and stay home with them since daycare would cost us more than what I made. Being on a single income for five years and with the rising costs of everything, we have drained our savings account and racked up a lot of debt. Besides raising twins, I have tried to sell items online for extra income but I barely made anything. Also now that my kids are a little bit older I have been trying to find a part time work from home job for the past several months. I’ve applied to so many job listings and keep getting turned down. My husband works 50+ hours a week to support our family. He tries so hard but he also suffers from severe anxiety and has panic attacks which makes every day a challenge for him to get through. Everything we do is just not enough and we are drowning. Our house is falling apart and needs to be fixed. All the wood trim and soffits are rotting and all the wood siding is rotting and the paint chipping off. The chimney is cracking and pieces of the bricks are breaking off. It would be thousands and thousands of dollars to get all of that fixed so we decided to do the work ourselves. We have to mortar and seal the bricks on the chimney. We also have to replace all the rotting wood on our house, scrape all the old paint off, and repaint the entire house. Even doing it ourselves the cost of materials are a few thousand dollars. We are trying to get this done before winter comes or the snow and ice buildup is going to cause more damage. My husband spends his days off working on our house and is just exhausted. I do what I can each day but I also have medical conditions. I have arthritis in my joints and fibromyalgia. It makes it really difficult to get physical work done but I push myself because I know we need this done before winter. I also have severe anxiety and panic attacks that physically and mentally makes me feel sick. We are trying so hard to give our kids a safe home to live in and it just feels like the world is against us. We have so many issues to deal with before winter or it’s just going to get worse. Our furnace is old and isn’t working right and needs to be fixed. Our car needs brakes, rotors, and tires and isn’t safe to drive with our kids. Every month I don’t know how we are going to even pay our bills. If I could only get a job to slowly help us dig out of this hole. But in the meantime we need a safe and warm home for our kids. We are willing and determined to put in the work ourselves but we still need supplies to get the job done. We would appreciate anything you are willing to help us with. We are drained and feeling like nothing ever works out. We need help to give our children a safe house and don’t know where else to turn. Thank you for everything you do for people in need. You are a blessing in many peoples lives and the world needs more people like you. Thanks again and I truly hope you have a wonderful day.
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