Hello and thank you for reading this. I don’t know where else to turn, so here I am. I’m 52, have Multiple Sclerosis, and desperately need to find a place of my own. My husband divorced me after 20 years. I’m currently into a 4 year relationship with someone who has an anger problem. Not physical. Emotional and mental. When things are good, they’re really good. But I’ll inevitably do something to make him angry and I wind up getting yelled and cursed at, called really bad names and end up shaking and crying. Sometimes it won’t stop and I have to leave the house (it’s his) and sleep in my car. I raised 4 wonderful children. I have 6 grandchildren. I worked hard all my life til I got sick. Now I seem to be easy to berate and belittle me just because I have no where to go and he knows it. My children can’t help. Because of the relationship, I have no close friends. I’m quarantined with him. I go nowhere without him to avoid conflict. I’m not afraid for my physical safety except being thrown out on the street. I’m humiliated that I got in this position in the first place. I absolutely want it all behind me. I’ve been working on my credit rating so I could get an apartment of my own, but I have to help with bills here and with what little I make, that leaves none for moving. I was cleaning houses for extra money when my body cooperated but Covid hit and now I can’t do that. I just have disability. I need a break please. I promise to pay it forward. It’s hard for everyone. I understand that and I’m grateful for any blessings. If all you can do is pray for me, that would be wonderful too. I have to be discreet so that I don’t lose the shelter I have before I can get another one. Prayerfully, a safe, stable, permanent one. All the stress is flaring my MS. I have to do something before the roof over my head is a hospital room from a setback. So, I’m humbly asking. Can you please help? Thank you, and God bless.