I had been addict3d to heavy drugs off and on for 27 years I have worked and not worked it has been a cycle that I never really noticed until my seven month stay in a great rehab facility in Eureka Springs Arkansas. It is crazy to look back now at the mess I have created for myself in the aftermath, but I am trying to keep going and continue to be a productive member of society. This is not easy for me, because I don’t ask for help but at this time I have no other options so here’s my situation I finished rehab and instead of going home I stayed in that area got a job and did what I had to do to not go back home with people places and things that are bad for me I immediately got a job started paying my child support with my first check and it felt amazing to be working and adulting. For the first time in forever I thought everything is going to be OK so wasn’t real happy with living conditions but I made it work. My new job paid a two thousand dollar sign on bonus, thousand in ninety days, another thousand in six months I was so ready for that and when it got to my ninety days, with my weeks pay plus the grand i would have enough to get an apartment but out of fourteen hundred and eighty seven dollars I got four hundred child support took the rest plus the two hundred and fifteen they take weekly which stopped me from getting an apartment couldn’t keep staying where I was at couldn’t afford to live anywhere in that area so had to pack up and come back home so now home new job doesn’t pay as well as last job but it’s a job call child support let them know and she told me I have two active warrants for child support I said but I have been paying since June what do I have to do to make them go away she said they want ten thousand dollars but they will let you off with five thousand my whole world has just come crashing down the depression anxiety the struggle is now real I told her mam I don’t have that kind of money you guys take more than I can even spare already so I start applying for loans online went checked my credit report and guess what child support has attacked my credit to where I cant even get a very high interest loan so no matter what I do nothing works I have noone to borrow the money from I have to be very careful everything I do so I don’t get caught by the police and get stuck in jail for six months my kids are so proud of my accomplishments what is this showing them I’m a good dad to my kids anytime they called me and needed help with clothes food anything I was also ways there to help but right now I need someone to help me I’m not asking for someone to pay off y child support which is sixty five thousand dollars but helo me to get these warrants cleared so I can breathe and not have to go to jail it is not fair that even when u am doing right and paying my child support they won’t let that go so I can continue to pay it they rather me not be paying and lock me up it makes no sense whatsoever for this to be happening so please if anyone can help me I will appreciate it and my kids will appreciate it too thank you