My life seemed to feel perfect. I had met my soulmate and finally after years,I felt an inner peace. Love can hit at anytime in your life and years of failed relationship after relationship,I was so happy. Sometimes the universe has other plans and I have yet to see anyone winning a fight with the universe. We were together a few months shy of 10 years,married less than 4 years. One night of us sleeping alone,he passed away in his sleep.
Everything in my life didn’t matter anymore. We had been on disability and he didn’t enough “points” for me to even get the death benefit from the government. The funeral home wouldn’t start any preparations until the entire bill was paid. Which is ridiculous. I had to ask everyone for any kind of help. I am a person that asks for anything from anyone because it’s embarrassing for me.
So,I borrowed,and sold things just to make it happen. One thing after another it seemed like my life was a chaotic mess. My daughter decided that everything my husband and I had built, she’d destroy. It started with simple things like breaking a dish and over over almost 4 years she ruined my car, furniture,I paid for everything because she didn’t want to work. She moved out with her boyfriend. I had saved for a car again and then they needed help with rent and utilities for 2 months because her boyfriend lost his job.
I didn’t get paid back,well unless you call a small salad and a few bbq ribs payback for all the turmoil she caused.
During all of this I was trying to deal with the loss of my soulmate,and he was my soulmate. I could spend hours,even days telling you how much he meant to me. We were always helping everyone and he actually get concerned about me giving too much of me to helping to where it would cause me not to help myself.
I just need to get back in the world. For you,if you’ve lost someone you’ve loved,you will know that pain and loss. I need to keep a promise I made to him before he passed away,I need to live.
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