I graduated from college in 2020. Ever since I graduated there has been nothing but stress and problem after problem. Yes, I got my degree but I expected life to get better after I graduated. After I graduated it was still the same thing; stress and problem after problem. I got a degree, I went through everything to get this degree and it means nothing to anyone. I started college in 2008 and graduated in 2020. I changed majors twice. If I wasn’t staying with a relative I would be staying in an unsafe place, barely able to afford food and rent. My degree has not helped me to get any substantial job. I didn’t make any friends in college. And I haven’t made any friends post graduation. I wonder when my life is going to begin or if I’m always to be chasing the end of a rainbow. It seems like nothing I do or accomplish is ever good enough. If there isn’t a boring job taking up all of my time there’s some other kind of problem going on- someone upset with me over some stuff that doesn’t even matter.
I want a chance to start my life free from all of this drama and crazy stuff. I’m 33 years old and I’m getting worried that things will never change. And that I’ll never have a chance to live my life the way I envisioned and the way I truly desire.
I am an accomplished artist. But there is no work for me.
I just want to be able to live my life without having to be worried about money, without being chained to a job.