I’m not too sure where to start with this.
To be honest I’m kind of embarrassed by this.. I’d never ask anyone for money, it’s just not like me. But.. I really need a break. So I’ll start out with my name is Bree, I’m 24. I do have a job, and I’m constantly working and doing my best. My money gets drained quickly due to.. well, I’ve been staying in a motel for almost 2 years now with my family. I’ve been sleeping on floor, I haven’t slept in a bed in almost 2 years. My main focus here is.. just to have enough money to keep myself going. That’s mainly the focus here.. but here’s my life story if you’re interested:
The beginning: My birth mother left me when I was about 2 weeks old, she left me with her sister (my mom because she raised me) and my grandparents. I’d rather she had just aborted me if I’m being honest. So growing up was.. hard. I have two other siblings as well. We weren’t entirely broke but didn’t have extra spending money either..
Around 6 years old we got evicted from our home and had to live in a motel 6 for a bit.. then found a home again and we were there for a few years till we had to move again. And stayed in that new place for maybe two years and had to move AGAIN.. we had to stay in a motel for a bit again.. and then found another home that we stayed in for a long while actually, we had to leave that almost two years ago because they decided to sell it and just told us to get out, long story short. Within all this.. my personal problems didnt make living any easier. My mom was pretty abusive in all ways to me mentally, emotionally, and rarely physically. I’ve tried to commit suicide a few times because I thought I couldnt handle where my future was going and that no one would care because no one loves me enough.
I grew up with depression and anxiety.. so it made it even worse. Because I was always sad and had anxiety whenever I’d go out. I had no friends.
I still have my depression and anxiety,
which also doesnt help me now because even though I never miss a day of work, it’s all draining me. I havent been able to get my life together. I don’t have a car, I can’t even drive. My mom never taught me and my eyes are really bad and I desperately need glasses but I can’t afford them. I’m gonna see if maybe I can get some through my work.. which I also hope I keep because they’re cutting hours due to payroll problems and stuff, they’re gonna be letting people go since we have to relocate. I can’t lose my job, I have this motel bill to help pay. I need money for that, for gas, for new clothes for work and new shoes, I need money for the car because its falling apart. (Its my grandma’s car and my mom drives me to work)
And we have 3 dogs one of them is 14 years old and slowly dying, they all need to go to the vet, and even need dog food. I’m trying my best to take care of them. I just need a bit of help.
I would never ask for money from anyone.. but like the car, my life is falling apart and if I could have one small break it would just help me so much.
I have a lot I need to do to get my life together and get on a good track.. but I could never ask for that, I just need whatever can be given.
I hope I’m somewhere someday where I can come back here and help someone in need. 🖤 thank you for reading.