Hello whom ever has the moment to read this. My name is Dakota Shorthill, I don’t know where to start with my life and the things that have brought me to this point. I’m 29 years old but I feel like I’m 60. Just recently I discovered the love of my life the one I never ever excepted to do what she did. My old friend moved in with us I woke up went to work everyday just to be able to support my two sons, wife, and my pupper. One day it was brought up and I ask her about it, the second I did the face told me everything. She denied it over and over but eventually she confessed. It broke my heart but I forgave her because I couldn’t imagine life without her. We were together for 5-6 years got married at the end it was 9 total years. Six months after she was not acting anything like the girl I fell so hard for. She got a new job at a bar… I had a bad feeling but supported her. A week went by she came home two hours after her shift ended. I asked her why she got offended and had been drinking. We went to bed said we will talk in the morning. Next day she told me she’s not happy with us and our little family we worked so hard to have💔 she kicked me out and told me she doesn’t want anything to do with me. Four days after I went to grab my things but she had put them in the rainy wet weather with a tarp over it all. It was all moldy and muddy just completely trashed. I don’t know what I ever did to her to have such dark blood towards me. My 5 year old boy walks up to me and the first thing he tell me.. which this is where reality, life, love, hope, my heart were crushed put back together than crushed again lite on fire burned to ash. He says quote “Hey daddy mommy has a new boyfriend that comes over at night when you’re not here” I gave that girl my love and everything that I could to make her happy! I sacrificed EVERYTHING! It’s been a year and I’m still so broken. My life flipped upside down in a blink of an eye. I have lost my dog I don’t get to come home to my boys after work and see there little smiles anymore.. If I could wish for one thing it would be to have my beautiful family again.i have never been so hurt like I am nowadays. On top of that covid has been doing its own damage on life. My hours have been cut and while everyone is collecting money with unemployment I have been getting garnished $350 on every check so $700 a month for not doing my work logs which yes is my fault but people that are getting it now don’t even have to do them which just sucks even more to think about. I don’t know what to do anymore guys.. I feel lost. My motivation is slowly fading. There’s so much more bad that’s happen but I just can’t even talk about that stuff. My bills are piling up my car is about to be repossessed. I try to be a better person everyday I wake up I work my ass off to be taken advantage of I try to make others smile I put myself last just so others can feel better. My smiles are not real there hiding my real feelings. I’m sorry I know this is a lot to read. I ask anyone please someone help. Help me so I can just get back to not feeling so worthless or hopeless. I don’t and have never asked for anything specially money I just feel so wrong doing it. I have no friends anymore no family anymore my mom and I don’t speak my dad is worse off than most spends most his money on beer. I am such a good person with a good soul I will always be proud of who I am and what life throws at me. I ask for your love and hand. 😔 I’m sorry.
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