“How to get money”
“How to ask for someone money”
“Where can I get money”
Something only a desperate individual would type, I guess.
I never thought I’d ever find myself searching those questions on Google ever.
I have been trying my hardest since the day I turned 20, although that may not seem like much, I’ve made an immense amount of headway in my short time on this planet, on this day I am only 24. I have served in the military and I have started a family and gotten married. I will be using the letter I multiple more times.
My family’s happiness is all whom I truly care for.
My darling wife has done nothing but struggle her whole life, and I’ve been trying my hardest to make her life easy, and happy, and stressfree. She had a terrible and rough life, when I first met her; she had been going in and out of foster care due to abusive and neglectful parents. When I met her later in life I found that she was in an abusive relationship. I ended up saving her from the abusive relationship, I gave her a place to live, and I helped her get back on her feet, I helped her pay for her debts.
Then we started a family, we had our first kid about two and a half years ago, a daughter and more recently we had a newborn boy. The perfect family, a little boy and little girl. I have put myself in debt attempting to support this family and give them little bit of ounce of happiness.
I have been applying to many different corporate and executive positions in attempt to find a new career that can help me pay off my debts and help me move on with our happy care free life.
My wife is stricken with terrible PTSD and trauma from how she was treated as a little girl and as well how she was treated by her abusive boyfriend in the past. I have been doing my best to mend the issues that she has experience but instead her trauma has just been slowly eating at her. We have accrued multiple medical bills, as she has had to receive treatment from multiple mental health facilities in our local area, and as well has had multiple visits to the hospital for various things including our most recent child’s birth.
I do everything I can to try to keep her happy, despite the adversity she faces.
I ask just anything, to help me. There isn’t a specific amount that I could ever ask for as the amount that I am in debt nears around the 10,000 USD marker. Paying for my mortgage and personal loans each bi-weekly timeframe is killing how much I am able to spend and I just can’t seem to find the proper balance.
Thank you, if anything just for reading this, it was all the same a way for me to vent if not anything else.