Hi, and thank you for your support.
Without it, I do not know what I would do. I am out of options.
I believe in God, and He moved me to this site, and here I am begging for your support. Leaving any pride aside and putting myself out here.
I have seen street beggars all my life and often wondered if I’m helping when I was giving them money. I don’t know. Here I am as one of them, and I can honestly say I still don’t know.
What I do know is that 100 % of your money is going towards
– healing my body and mind
– paying off debts
– getting my own place
– continue research
– train to help others in need
My background: I live with anxiety, depression, and agoraphobia (fear of walking out of the house, open spaces, and being in situations where I feel there is no escape) since I was a teenager. When agoraphobia first hit me, I was 19 and just started working at a supermarket, not knowing I was putting myself in a difficult environment. I ended up in my parents’ home for a whole year. I could not even touch the front door as I would get very sick. For a whole year. We could not afford treatment, so I never fully recovered, though I learned how to cope, and it never got so bad. Since then, I get highs and lows, though I have tried everything: medication, cognitive behavioural therapy, counselling, homeopathy, and, more recently, personal development programs.
I lost my last job in 2017 because I injured my back. I was working part-time at a warehouse while going to university, and they increased the workload so much that I didn’t even realize that it put so much pressure on my spine. I now live with back pain as well and only avoided surgery by a thread. This was my last job, and I lost confidence in myself that I could ever have a job again; between my bad back and my mental health, I was forced to cut costs(I live in a rented shared house) and live on credit cards until I can. That is not an option anymore because I have maxed them out.
I have spent my last money trying to find a way to live a normal life. And I believe I found it after 20 years of searching. It had to do with finding my purpose. And it lifted me up in a way that nothing else did. I did a lot of research, wrote an e-book and a workbook and created a digital journal and planner. As you well know, starting anything online can be difficult and requires time and money.
The problem is that my mental health declined again, I am in a lot of debt, I cannot work, and it is causing me a lot of stress. To top it up, I was diagnosed with cervical pre-cancer cells.
I do not feel like I can get up again and fight this without your help.
I need time to heal without watching over my shoulder every second because I do not know how I am going to find the money for next month’s bills. And I do not want to get cancer either.
I understand that the donation process is easy, and any support will make a huge difference. paypal.me/isabelamiron
Thank you again for your generosity.