Hello beautiful souls! I am just in over my head in debt and I feel awful for having to resort to this because I normally don’t reach out for help about money. I am struggling with life more than I ever thought. I am not proud of it, and it eats at me every day. I feel wrong for feeling this way because there are so many people in this world that are in worst shape than me. I am a very grateful person and I cherish my life. I am very appreciative to have my health, aa well as my family’s health. I am in my mid 20’s (I dropped out of college because I could not afford it – very odd situation with my parents, they were unable to help and I was unable receive enough government help and due to my parents backgrounds with finances, I was unable to receive enough personal loan help.) All I ask in my life is to be healthy, happy, help the world and the rainforest & oceans, cherish nature, learn cultures and discover life. I am a health nut, a kind person, and I believe in the universe and the laws of nature. I just started meditation and reading spiritual books to help me become the best my version of myself and my own definition of successful. The more I write, the more I realize I need advice. I am flat broke with under $100 in my checking account. I have bills crawling up my neck. I feel as if I made this mess and I need to clean it up – but I just don’t know how. I can’t believe how young I am and how much I owe. I have a good soul, and I want to do good and remain true to my beliefs. Any advice on how to make $50k in short time? I am drowning. If you can in any way, please help me.