Hello, I think that all our life is very bad story. When I was born, my familly was happy. But it was 40 years ago. When I was almost five, my mother was killed by my father. He just wanted to did it, no other reason. I lied near by mom and he was not interested. That night I woke up in a police car. That’s my only memory for this terrbile day.
All my familly broke up. My aunt (sister of my mom) wanted me, my granmother (mother of my mom) wanted me as well. Judge send me to my aunt and the hell began. She’s just getting crazy. More than two years of a derision, beating, turture and no out going, instead the school. No granny! Her own second daughter prohibited visited me. No contact for more than two years.
After that appalling time the social care sent me to granny. Since that was I the most beloved girl all over the world. Trully and deeply beloved, but alone. No one other cares about us. We do not believe to anyone else.
Now, after 33 years we are still together, still alone. I have no kids, no husband. I needed her, now she need me. I have never left our state, never seen a see, but I don’t care about that. We have a bigger problem. That’s why I wrote this.
We do not have a proper home. Only a very little flat with noisy neighbors, which make us crazy. She is almost 89 years old and she suffers, we suffer, every single day. With my salary I cannot afford a house, not in this life. And my granny deserves to live much better, I was hoping that I will be able to care of her, like she was, but I will not. Not without a help. We have now a little bit more than 30 percent of prize of house near to town. And we have to be near, because of doctors and a hospital. She really deserves that care.
She was born in a house in a small village, but her brother gave her some little change and took her off the house with three kids and old mom. No husband, she devorced. Men in our familly have almost never existed. Her dad died when she was eleven. Her sister died in hers seven, scalded all her body. And when her kids were finally aduld, devil came back into her life and killed her beautiful sweet girl, my mom. Yes, the pain is still alive and all around us.
Now I am asking You, begging You, for help with our dream to live in our own house. It is very expensive in here. We have only 70 000 dollars (prize of a flat) and for a smaller house we need almost 250 000. With salary I have, 720 dollars for month I really cannot afford a house. I almost crying becouse It’s very hard to believe that in the world are people whitch could help and maybe they read this.
Thank You, if You read this to the end and I am very sorry for my English.