thank you for reading this.
I want to do what I feel and never be forced to suffer because this is life. I was always told to do the logical thing and to focus less on what I feel and the fact that I listened to this advice made me unhappy. We are not robots programmed to do things, we feel things and we materialize that is why we call ourselves people.
I’m here because I ran out of options. I have a special situation and someone healthier than me told me that it is ok to ask for help in life when you feel alone. I am sure many people are familiar with failure, disappointment and low self-esteem.
About me. From the age of 16 I live in rent and I had to deal with very small amounts of money, but I have endured believing that as an adult I will have enough money to be able to own a house, but I am still in rent.
My parents live in a small village and they are old and need repairs in the house and they cannot afford, the floor is broken and soon winter comes and they will not have any heat, also I want to hire someone to take care of them because I try to make a livin and I can’t take care of them because they live far from the city I live in.
Not long ago, I broke up with my boyfriend and I went into depression that made me lose my part-time job and quit college. I haven’t had anyone around me all this time and I can’t explain to my parents because I don’t want to upset them. I never asked for money, I don’t know how to be helped by strangers. If there are people who have better financial situation than mine and want to help please any donation matters to me and my parents.
Recently I started to make paintings and to be interested in art, my plan is to go further and manage to make as many paintings as possible, but the materials cost and I cant make it. I want to do many things and because of the money I got to isolate myself. Help me help my parents and help me at the same time. At this moment I feel that I help myself a little because I was honest and through this message I made peace with myself and I finally accepted that I need help.
I need money for the repairs of my parents house, money to invest in my talent and money to open an account to buy a house. Any donation counts.