In August 2008 I came to Northern New York from VB FL to stay with my parents for a month. When I got here my Mom was in bad shape. She asked me to stay and take care of them until they pass. I said I would and I did. Mom passed that Dec 19. I then stayed with Daddy. At the end of April Dad took a turn for the worst. My siblings were supposed to ready Dad’s living room for a hospital bed. I walked in to check on them and I found my brother robbing Dad’s safe and completely took Mom’s room! Emtyed it. Because I caught them they beat me to the ground. My brother holding me down for my sister on top of me beating my face and body. I was 50 yrs old. My nephew came at the right time to pull me away from them and my brother chased me. My nephew got me into my car and I got out of there . I got to my friends place and called the NY State Police. A report was filed. My sister talked me out of having the bunch arrested because it would give Dad a heart attack. Dad passed on May 5,2010. I suffered so much. I had enough of NY and I’m planning my way home to FL. Two weeks from going home in April 2011. Suddenly I wind up in hospital with H1N1 Swine Flu. This desease was a variet of the 09 strain which was far worse. I was sent to University of Vermont. I was in a coma for eight and a half weeks and totally paralised. I was on a trakeodomy respirator, dialysis my kidneys stopped working. I had constant blood transfusions,feeding tubes and my chest and back had drain hoses from my lungs. I was also 99 0/0 brain dead four times. CDC had my total care. They tried to let me go many times and I would prove to them I have a lot of fight still in me. One day I was shaken on my right side and I hear daddy’s voice saying baby wake up wake up before it’s too late! I open my eyes and my trakeodomy is being removed! They notice me awake and asked me if I knew where I was I blinked my eyes once and his excited voice says she is camunicating! He turned around and looked at me and I gave him a big air kiss and they all started cheering she’s back! She’s back! They thought I was going to have savere brain damage. From that moment on I was on my way to recovery. I was determined to get better and do it in record time. When it came time to wein me off the ventilator, that was the worst.. because I was paralised the chair they put me in had straps everywhere. They strapped my head, chest, arms and legs. I am strapped tight. I was setting up straight They remove the respirator and have me breathe on my own. Oh my God! It’s like breathing through a small coffee sturer! Three hours each time to the chair. That was so scary. I was in hospital for four months. I had so much pain and I couldn’t make a sound. I had to keep my head together. I knew I would fight it. I could communicate with the Dr.s. and nurses. I am a spunky fun and smart chick. That is the personality of me. CDC needed all and as much as they could. When and if I would wake up that knowledge is to check for brin damage. When I gave the doctor a big air kiss, they knew my brain was ok. Lots of cheers from them. There were three Kidney Specialists came in to tell me that my kidneys failed and I would be on dialysis the rest of my life. I started shaking my head no and we argued back and forth. Then I felt tingling in my back and I’m trying to tell the nurse that I had to pee! She finally figured out what I was saying she told the doctors I had to pee. Holey crap the nurse looked at my bag. OMG she is peeing!! They couldn’t believe it. They ran to the dialysis machine making adjustments. They were laughing saying how many more surprises are you going pull? Lots of laughing going on I am so grateful. My doctor’s want me to write a book about it they have agreed to talk about my case. I made medical books Medical Mericals and Medical Misteries . My recovery was so painful I had no choice but to laugh my way through it. It was the only way I was going to be able to handle it. My doctor’s and nurses told me because I survived they were able to use my blood they collected were able to use it to make the surum for Flu Shots!!! I am very proud of that! I was unable to get back to FL and things kept falling apart. I kept thinking I’m forgetting something. I was on about sixty different medications I just couldn’t think. When it was to late I remembered that I had put Disability on my house insurance. I worked in dangerous jobs citrus packing houses, my property management business and field work. I loved every minute of it..My house was a very special house. My best friend sold me his favorite house and promised me I would always have a roof over my head. I lost the house and a truly great friend. I have been stuck in NY living under poverty level. My SSD i barely survive . I have never been able to buy my children and grandchildren birthday Christmas just nothing. I had the world at my fingertips in Vero. I’m reduced to nothing because of the H1N1 Swine Flu. I have nothing no legacy like I would have had in FL . All I have told you is the truth so help me God. Documents to backup all I have said. I have disabilities and it just isn’t fair. My address is PayPal.me@kimberlymartin1957. I also have another delema. I was scammed by Lighthouse. They tanked my credit and not doing the work. They took my money and put me in deep debt I don’t know how I am going to handle this. I owe thousands more! I have never asked for any help before I do hope you consider me. Thank you very much