It is absolute true that every human life experience is UNIQE and so is is MINE!
I never ever thought or emagined that I will be in situation like this: bagging for $$$??? I am ashamed, embarassed beyond measure.
I DO USE CASH UP: I am not sure about the Link for cash up?
Ludmila Wilkins
So, here is my situation:
I came to USA 30+years ago. l
2 years later I met someone. fell in Love an we got married.
It was very good , happy life together for 4 years and then it wasn’t.
Divorce. very bad. I took my name off the Title for our Condo we purchased together. Why? I did not want my ex feel bad going through divorce 3rd time empty handed.
Well, pretty soon I realized what I did to myself: homelessness.
And loneliness. So, I never got married again.
I am 71 y.of age.
My income is 1,162/mo from SSA. Rent – 569.00, Car pay – 390.00., Phone/Internet – 180. Electricity – 400.00; Laundry – 120. That = 1,659 out 0f 1,162 = 497.00 short.
Other living expenses: Gas – 200.00/mo ; Food – – 600.00 (I cook from scratch ); Household items – 50.00 ; Personal Care – 150.00; Dog care/ grooming- 20.00 plus toys – 10.00 etc. Total here is – 1,030.00. Plus 497 = 1,527… Extra $$$ I do not have.
The point is that I cannot find suitable additional income: due to my health condition (developing Cataract, super sensitivity to any lights when driving; severe back pain when walking with load of groceries; knee pain; carpal tunnel (cannot carry more than 5lb).
Cannot stand 8 hours shift. I tried hundreds programs on line…not working for me as well as remote work option… I have challanges learning different computer skills.
The only way out for me is to have some $$$ 5,ooo to invest into stock market. I have already invested $30. And that is the Start!!!
PS. I forgot to mention that last year, 2023 I had 2 dental surgeries
(molar extractions), + denture I cannot use… therefore, I am not able to chew up food properly, so I experience Indigestion. Right?
So, I need implants of sorts.
At the end, I wanted to say…
I am trapped in my life:
If I have decided to come back to Ukraine/Kiev (my home city)
I could not do that: in 2020 because of Covid-19;
in 2023 because of
the WAR. Kiev is still under Bombing… My parents are gone; my siblings flee to Europe and Canada. Mutually we cannot help each other. I feel so bad that I cannot take care of them, and of my best friends which are still remaining in Kiev.
I don’t want anything just for myself. I am A mother !!!
(My Daughter is in Vancouver BC, I did not see her since before Covid). My heart is bleeding.
To my regret, I am BEGGING FOR HELP.
THANK YOU. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!