Honestly speaking, this is hard for me, Not asking for help, its writing this description! I realize that sounds like “Here comes the bullshit” it can’t be hard to truthfully tell people about your situation and how they can help!! Honesty is not the issue, I’m probably too honest, it is strength in my morals and continuing with this request without going against them! This is why, My problem is not anyone else’s, my shitty situation is a consequence stemming from lack of judgment, decision making through the years, and/or fate depending on who you ask! I’ve been informed of, had the ability, and the option to do/be everything the same as who I’m asking for help! as much as I am a product of my environment, that is not the reason for my bad situation. If I blamed anyone or anything except myself, it wouldn’t matter what the outcome, cause that would show that I wouldn’t know what to do with it. i know that I don’t deserve anything to be given to me only for what I work for. I understand and completely respect anyone choice to or not to, if its decide TO help me, I want it to be known that choice would be respected and I’d be encouraged to do/be better to honor that decision and do with it as it was intended to do. Which is what help is, not stay the same or worse, to make better and that also comes with hard work!!! I have no income, no car, staying with a mom who has her own family and things to deal with. I honestly have clothes, to my name. Where I live I can’t work cause there’s no place I need to travel at least 10 miles and there’s no public transportation. I don’t know anyone as I’m 8hrs from where I used to call home, so I have nobody to depend on for rides!! I need a car, I’m not high maintenance but I would like reliable, something that I don’t have to replace right away as the minute I get a job I need to find a place to live, I will need a bed or couch at least a couple of each dish, toiletries, a couple towels.. I’ve had nothing so I don’t need everything, but I will need something and we all know that will take me close to a year before I’ll be able to be comfortable and have everything I need at that point i could maybe start thinking about replacing a car.. I’m being realistic, a car would allow me to be finally be proactive and take control of my life. I could make ANY amount work, the way I see it, anything is more than the nothing I’m starting with!!! I’m that person who needs just a little bit, to put me in a position for alot, it’d change my life❤️ Thank you
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