T8mes are extremely hard and every time I think I’m getting ahead ,it’s boom and I go back three see paces. My story started a long time ago. I was in an abusive marriage, not physically but emotional and mental abuse. I now suffer from PTSD, Depression. At this time I do not have a relationship with my children or my grandchildren because my children have decided to remove them from my life because I’ve made up stuff my son told me that I do not need to divorce his dad I’m doing just fine there’s no need for a divorce because they were told by their dad that they would have to find a new place to live because I would force us out of the house and my kids would have to move. My oldest granddaughter will be for in February her baby cousin will be too in February. Okay so everything started at the beginning of COVID I had just moved into an apartment after leaving the kids’ dad so I was on my own for the first time in my entire life I was working full-time hours I just got a vehicle so I was making the car payment and the rent the rent was always paid within the 10-day grace period however when they put Marge’s payment on the door it was almost $400 more than what my rent wasand so I just told the office you know that it would be I’d be a little late I get it paid with me late didn’t know what it was for they said it was for late fees which there were no late fees I just decided I was just going to move my sister had a massive stroke out of state during the same time so it was back and forth from Ohio to Virginia several times a month until my sister was released from the hospital I had moved in with my boyfriend I was still working but in August of 2020 he had lost his job due to other coworkers not following the covid policy, okay so from that point on I was forced to resign from my job in December of 2020 due to mental health issues I have three clients passed away during a two month period and then dealing with all of the stuff that my kids were throwing at me made things really hard I tried to klll myself because I didn’t feel that life was worth living without my kids in my life. So with neither of us are working we got evicted which is perfectly understandable I. had moved probably a total of ten between August of 2021 and now. When you got evicted we had literally no place to go so we went and stayed with his son for a couple months and since it was no problem we stayed there we could take our stuff out of the storage and put it in his garage and store everything will be fine. needless to say it wasn’t. Had to put a lock on bedroom door he apparently got tired of us being there so took what he wanted from our stuff but the rest of it outside. So then was able to stay with another friend and that did not last very long and then once again stayed with another friend I have been homeless since December 15th of 2021 living out of my truck from the past four months I have an emotional support animal with the cat I was off work just over a year as my doctors were urging me to apply for social security disability which I did and was denied for a fourth time. I’m supposed to be hired in another job they never called HR never called I spoke with my boss and asked about if it was possible for me to get my job back thank God he said yes I just have to redo my classes. My family has nothing to do with me my kids have standard me on social media to the point where I had to threaten them with an attorney and charges it’s like all I do is just cry and then I’m like when I ask if things get any worse they do I need a reliable vehicle to get back and forth to work I need my job back or any job I don’t have a vehicle I can’t get back and forth to work and most of all I need to place to live I cannot go to any shelters because the shelters around here do not accept animals and I refuse to give my cat up he is like one of my kids and he has been the one consistency in my life since I left my kids is dad and ever since I left him I’ve been asking for a divorce and he refuses to give me one they have used and social security number they use my name to sign papers for him to refinance it’s just it is a total mess I just need some help getting back on track because I feel once I get back into it a place of my own the one my mind will be much calmer and then I can work on getting the ties cut from my kid’s dad and moving on with my life and hopefully getting my grandkids back in my life. I had a truck that broke down on the side of the road and that’s where it’s at till they picked it up cuz I didn’t have the money to get it didn’t have anybody to go pick it up and burned many many lessons first one is I can’t depend on nobody but yourself don’t count on anybody to help you. My family knows that I don’t have a place to live they know I’m sending my truck nobody’s offered to let me come stay with them and I just can’t wrap my head around everything I would do anything under the sun for anybody in my family but that doesn’t always go the other way I would greatly appreciate anything any kind of help would be just greatly appreciated and that would also show me that there still are kind and generous people left.. Please have a blessed day and enjoy your loved ones.
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