Hi, I’m here because I don’t know what else to do. I want you to know why I am asking for help and to know me. This past summer my mother had a stroke she is 71, a week later her partner of 7 years committed suicide. He was my moms third husband. My third dad. My biological dad passed when I was 6, and my second step father passed when I was 20 due to doctor error that the hospital refused to admit. My life has been hard and sad. Lonely. Mom turned to alcohol and my only sister to this day is still mad at me for having to take care of me. Since my mother can no longer care for herself myself and my boyfriend have moved in with her to be her home care. Unfortunately I can’t receive income for this nor can my boyfriend so we can’t work and haven’t had income for ourselves since Sept when my student loan came through. I have a bad back and kidney issues so I can’t do it without him. My mother’s debt is beyond anything I ever imagined. I have been loosing sleep over debt collectors and banks calling that I now have to talk to, loans upon loans and I don’t know why or how. I don’t sleep anymore. Struggling to keep the oil topped up every time I call to order they want payment for the tank they installed last year on top of oil bills even though we’ve told them we’ve been in the cold with an elderly woman and her furnace isn’t even safe to use, I’m so afraid the thing is gonna blow. I myself am now about to lose my car which is our only source of transportation and we live 45 minutes outside the city, it has been slowly falling apart over the months and I’m to a point where I have no money to fix it, pay insurance or the bill payments. I have been sick and trying to deal with my mental health but it’s so hard when money is non existent. On top of it we had to put one of our dogs to sleep last week and I had to loan the 500 to do it. And my precious kitty of 12 years is now also sick. There’s just so much going on and it’s not just one little thing. I don’t have a specific amount of money I want to ask for. I don’t want to ask for money at all. I just need help. I tried to change my life go to school and start a business but this past year was the worst timing for school and I wouldn’t have applied if I knew I’d be dealing with all this grief. I’m afraid I will fail now when I was so hopeful last April. I’ll have a student debt of 25,000 on me next year. I could help pay my mother’s bills and mine if I had about 1000-2000 per month. I know it’s a lot that’s why I don’t want to ask for an amount. I would take any donation. Any help. I’m 32 and I honestly can’t see anything getting better for the future if I can’t figure this out. My mom could lose her home and end up in a home care facility where she doesn’t want to be and I don’t know what that would mean for us either. I wish I had family to help but none of them are willing and my only sibling has checked out and left this all to me even though she is the eldest by 15 years and my whole family believes she is helping us. They barely call mom anymore. Anyways I’m sorry for the long story I truly want you to know why I am asking. I’m hoping someone with compassion and a heart can hear my prayers and my tears and help us somehow. Thank you.
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