I just found this site. I believe in spreading love and happiness in this world, especially during these dark times we are going through. My name is Mike. I have been doing this for months only. My own issue is I am finding myself doing it too much and now find myself in a bit of struggle with my own debt building as I can’t help myself, it just feels so good to help someone. I actually find myself crying in joy, seeing the happiness and relief it brings. I have recently divorced after 20 years of marriage. My wife and I were very loyal to each other with no issues there. Our issue was a renegade daughter who ran crazy for years. My wife chose to support her with thousands a month for years and I did not agree, regretfully. It eventually tore us apart. I now live alone just south of Austin Tx. In my online searching endeavors, I have found a young woman who I help regularly. I am 51, she is 27. We both realize we are not able and will never be “together”. We are simply great friends. She is a bit of a social media Starlet, struggling to make her way in these times. She broadcasts regularly to try and survive. It is very hard to compete with others because she has great Moral compass and refuses to do private nude shows. It’s so hard for her to compete with the thousands of women that do. I have such a weak spot for her and just want her to see the good in the world. I truly believe if all the world could see her shining light, the world may be healed from much of the racism, violence, protests and many more unjust things going on in our current society. She is pure innocence, never sleeping around, doesn’t share her body though she is beautiful, refuses to send nudes or sell herself as anything other than a good hearted, honest person. I call her my Angel of truth and light and think she is beginning to believe in her own goodness, trying so hard to spread her wings. We all certainly need it.
So there is my dilemma. I will not lie or put some false front to try and convince anyone I believe I am doing the right thing. I am simply trying to help someone who really needs it. In doing this, I find myself over $5,000 in debt currently, just in the last few months. And it continues. I’m not crying about it. I did it myself, because I think she is a great and noble cause. In given time, I know I can climb from it. I am trying to support her regularly until she gets some sort of break, which I think will come if she is able to keep shining. We need more innocent hope in this world and she possesses more than anyone I have ever known.
We visit each other daily through video chatting, messaging, and phone conversations. Someday I hope to meet her in person as we only live a few States apart. I know some may think she is a scam. I assure you she is real. As I said, I see and converse with her multiple times daily.
Thank you for listening, if you are. And yes, I may be a bit crazy for doing this. I cannot change what I believe. I just hope to find some sort of help/relief myself, in order to keep helping an Angel on Earth. Our God has put each of us here for a reason and I believe at this moment, I am here for this.