Hello! My name is David. I don’t even know how to start my story.
At the moment, I study at a university in Prague (international student from Kazakhstan). My program is in English (not in Czech), so I have to pay tuition fees. My mom works really hard to earn money for my education. My dad lives with another wife and doesn’t provide us any help. I was helping my mom the first year and, as she thinks, I’m still helping her. I combined study and work. It was pretty hard for me, but I could not let my mom work so hard. Everything was good, I was a good student. Exactly until that moment when I met my new “friends”.
Then everything turned upside down. I started using drugs with my new company. So, as you understand, all the money that I earned and mom sent me was spent on drugs. This lifestyle continued for 3-4 months. Now, I owe 5.000$ to my university.
I never thought that this could happen to me. I was always a good student with good marks. Everyone thought that I would have a “great” future. Everyone still thinks that everything is fine. I found the strength to give up drugs. I found a new job, but I don’t have time to earn enough money.
Every night I fall asleep with tears. I scold myself for allowing myself to fall so low. I do not understand what made me bring myself to this.
Because of this situation, I often began to quarrel with my girlfriend. She doesn’t know anything too. It’s easy to hide everything from her because she studies in Vienna, Austria.
I really want to share this with my mom, girlfriend and my friend. But I can’t do this now. I will do it, but only when things get better. I can not disappoint them so much. They are very dear to me people. They believe in me and I can’t destroy their trust.
Even the people (good friends and classmates) around me in Prague think that everything is OK. It’s really hard for me to look into their eyes and lie.
I want to start over. I want to change everything. I want to get rid of this feeling. And I gave up the drug. Began to build relationships with loved ones. But now everything depends on finances. If I don’t find this $ 5,000, everything will go down the drain. This 5000 dollars is the last step in order to change everything and start over.
I really hope for your help. I’m desperate.
paypal.me/IllyaPlotnikov – this is my account registered on my friend’s name.