I donno where to begin honestly … This is the first time I’m doing this. I’m doing it out of desperation and helplessness.
Ever since I remember I was poor, but that was never a problem I could work hard to get what I want and support my mom and siblings. My father passed away without leaving anything and the things he did left were taken by his brothers. Till this day I haven’t seen his grave. I plan to visit him whenever I have the chance to travel overseas. I had to work at an early age while studying it was going good and I got good grades. I wanted to be an English teacher overseas … But. I’m 24 now no job , no degree , no boyfriend and no accomplishments .. I feel ashamed of my self when I see people in my age with so much opportunities while I’m struggling to keep food on the table. At my last year in university I got into a diabetic coma … By the time I was awake the scholarship had ended …my exams passed and I failed the year for not attending. Soon after I found a job at a hotel far from home .. I thought I’d save some money and continue my study to help my family and get a proper job. I used to work from 9am till 12am no break. At first I was a receptionist then my boss added a waitress then I started to clean and wash the dishes since there was a lack in staff ..I could handle all that since I’ve done hard jobs before.. And j really needed the money. My payment was 184.5 dollars a month, yes 184 dollar. I quit my job when my boss started to sexual harass me. I tried looking for a job after but it was the same. And the money j saved up went to my family since we have no income .. And the cycle just repeat itself .
All I want is to finish my study I just want my degree , have a proper job .. To live a decent life .. I don’t want to stay like this doing nothing but to stay in debt struggling everyday to stay alive. Please help me. Paypal.me/ZMicheals781