I’ve not been the best when it comes to finance though I rarely buy anything
extravagant, I don’t entirely understand it. I’ve just made lots of bad
decisions and I’d love a chance to start afresh without letting my parents
know how much debt I’ve racked up as I know they will never trust me again
if they do and we already don’t have the best relationship.
My main dilemma started about 2 years ago when I was in my last semester in
college and I did not pay for my tuition that semester. I have not received
my degree as a result and charges have been added to what I owed since then
and finally my University sent the debt to the state’s revenue department
for collection and they’ve added their own fees. Things have really come to
a head now because I am actually an international student and after spending
the past couple years in mostly unpaid internships because I have no
certificate to show employers and being unable to work other jobs that do
not require a degree because it’s illegal with my status, my visa has
expired and I have to leave the country in a couple weeks and I don’t have
the degree I came to the US to get.
With the little payments I’ve been able to make subtracted, I now owe
$11633. I know that that is a great deal of money especially as I’ve racked
up other debts that takes the money I’ll need to truly get out of all
trouble to about $15000. But I really have nothing at all right now and any
amount of money at all will help, $5, $100, anything.
And though I know paying back $15000 will take years for me to do if anyone
has that to spare, I would want to do that for my own peace of mind. But
it’s obvious that anyone willing to lend me that with no security and just
my intention to finally get out of this rut, get a good job and pay back
over a period that will hopefully not exceed 5 years will probably be
someone who can comfortably give away that amount but respects my need to
eventually pay it all back through paypal probably from another part of the
I know I am completely to blame for all the stress in my life today and this
is no sob story but my problems are very real and you will be bringing great
relief to someone in trouble who has not been able to think about anything
else for a long time. Thank you.