First of all thank you for reading my story.
Where do I start. I am 48 years old have come home to New Zealand after 27 years of living in Holland and Germany. With me I bought my beautiful Daughter of 13. A big transition for us both.
What was supposed to be a wonderful love story is slowly turning into something I cannot describe in words. I met up with my teenage sweetheart online and we reconnected. As I stayed with my (ex) husband after he cheated for another 6 years, I thought I would take the plunge…a plunge back home to happiness
Within 3 Months after my holiday to new Zealand, My ex and I were divorced, and sold our home. I came Home dec 2018, My ex and I parted peacefully and as he is a captain on a barges and therefore not home alot he consented for my daughter to come to New Zealand with me. Off course visiting rights and plans were all planned.
I came home with enough money for a deposit on a home, to hopefully realise my dream. Starting a horse rescue/correction centre.
I supported my new man his children and myself, not being able to work for 6 months due to my residence visa having expired and having to obtain a working partnership visa. As my partner and his kids did not want to work, but did want the goodies, my money started disappearing very fast. I was naive… I believed and trusted it would be ok. Now I am left without anything, we had to have a joint account due to our partnership, I supported him to start his woodworking dream, I am working my butt off to keep us a float. But I am sinking fast. The Bills are piling up, the house is a mess cause im tired after i get home. His woodworking is done from home, he doesnt want to work nor clean. Just sometimes he will do his woodwork.
VISA . Even my visa money has been spend.. Yes I work.. but my salary doesnt cover the costs we have.
(I am looking for a home for my beautiful so much loved horses as with my working I cant spend enough time with them and I need to downgrade homes) just for me and my little girl.
I am walking on eggshells just awaiting the next bollocking when I get home.
I need to break away. I need to get my daughter and myself into a A&D free clean Lovin peaceful home, where she doesnt see her mummy crying herself to sleep everyday, where i can do what I love so much…provide cook bake be self sufficient. and love living life
Please this is my last resort. Social welfare wont help as I earn too much according to them…..
I have never ever held up my hand before I am rock bottom please…. I do not know what else to do…
HELP MY DAUGHTER AND I TO START AGAIN PLEASE!!!!!!!
Use of funds
The money will be spend on getting out of a toxic environment and creating a safe haven for my daughter and I. Excess will be donated to a Horse/animal rescue centre that once was my dream.