I was accepted into a program that will take me only 2years to complete entirely online. Health Information Management. I was just told I do not qualify for student loans anymore due to my bachelors degree I received from the University of Oregon. My husband is our only provider, I am also pregnant and am trying all that I can to simply survive. If I can’t afford my program I will have to drop out of school and then student loans will begin knocking at my door for 1000.00/month. As everyone is suffering from COVID right now, 1000.00 is just not doable. I also am paying for the parent plus loan my mother took out (otherwise my bachelors degree would have been non existent) she does not have the means to pay that back. At this point I have the feeling of if I die, then the loans will just go-away rather than having to worry about not having a job with ample funds to pay it back. I had a crap school counselor that told me to not even think about college. Never spoke to me even about doing my first two years at a community college. In spite I got into the UofO (great school) but my only options were student Loans and asking my parents to take out the plus loan. My senior year, I lost my first child. I finished school but we never truly recovered (does anyone?) Since then my husband and me have been simply surviving, never able to get above our debt. My husband lost his job in 2014 and I became out sole provider making just 18.00/ hour in California, we got into debt to stay afloat, insecure loans, payday loans, etc. Then he got a job and was let go just two years later. We moved to Washington for better opportunities but with 2 kids and moving states my husband jobs made him travel. One month we’d see him for a week or two then he’d be gone for a month or two months, then back for a week, then gone again. He was making about 1400 a paycheck which only covered rent. We have always been just barely surviving. We are asking for assistance for the looming student loan debt about 85000.00 or any portion towards that to just lift the burden, hopefully propel us over this hill of endless robbing Peter to pay Paul. With a baby on the way even if we file bankruptcy we can’t get ride of the student debt, and I would leave my mother to pay for the 25000 she took out for me to go to school which I know she will not be able to afford. We are drowning in a swap filled with Piranhas waiting to smell the first drop of blood. I am just pleading literally begging for help.