Hi my name is Karen and I’m a single mom,
I live with two of my mentally ill son’s & my oldest son’s cat in a small two bedroom apartment. It’s me, my oldest son, and my youngest son, and the cat in a small two bedroom apartment
We all live on SSI as primary source of income. I have bipolar & paranoid schizophrenia, anxiety, depression, and a little ptsd
and my oldest son has ptsd and anxiety and depression, social anxiety,
and my youngest son has ptsd, depression, anxiety, social anxiety, schizophrenia, compulsive behavior
we have all been living in apartments since 2003
The family dynamic is not healthy & we all just want out of this apartment in into living in a house
I’m also 61 years old in don’t know how much longer I have left on this earth in I want to make sure my two mentally ill son’s have a house to live in & not be homeless on the streets
They know how to pay bills, mop & clean, take trash out, yard work, etc
The apartment we are currently living in is very small & The family dynamic is also not healthy
My two mentally ill son’s unfortunately don’t get along with each other and i’m essentially the “Middleman” between them because I don’t want them getting hurt or going to jail
Its very stressful at this age to be dealing with this kind of drama!!!! I don’t need this kind of drama in my older years!!!!
The cat is also very aggravating and its not mine or my youngest son’s cat. The cat gets crazy “Spells” in will get wild he will start howling & running like a bull up and down the stairs & run in the kitchen & jumping over my youngest son’s equipment in start playing with wires & plugs. It’s just so very annoying!!!!
Their dad was basically sperm donor.
My youngest son is a very smart person. He’s the one that found this website!
My youngest son doesn’t have any credit & my credit is bad =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
Please at least help my youngest son to get out of this small apartment so he can get into a quieter environment in start learning stuff to move forward with his life in start making money! I’m very concerned of his future after I leave this earth
I know we are asking for a miracle here but houses are expensive here! My youngest son would need at least a $100,000 for a house with nothing that needed to be repaired
Hi everyone, I’m Karen’s youngest son,
Man I gotta say i’m really truly blessed for me & for my mom. if its not for her I would either be in jail or dead……..
So I live with 3 people & 1 cat in a small two bedroom apartment. It’s my mom, my older brother, the cat, and me in a small two bedroom apartment
We all live on SSI as primary source of income. My mom has bipolar & paranoid schizophrenia
and my brother has ptsd and Anxiety and depression
and I have ptsd, depression, anxiety, social anxiety, schizophrenia, compulsive behavior
The family dynamic is not healthy & I honestly just want out of this apartment in into living by myself away from this unnecessary drama. There’s so many things I want to do but the environment is just not quiet enough nor healthy to be in.
I really truly want to help move my life forward but as I said the environment is not healthy nor quiet enough to do so.
I really wanna learn spanish so bad!!!! I literally have the best courses & materials to learn it. My father never taught me it but can i keep faulting him for not teaching me? No!
There’s too much damn Commotion & Racket going on in this apartment for me to even try to learn something!!!! I’m a person that needs absolute silence to learn if i’m going to try in learn something! I don’t see how anyone could learn anything with there being commotion!!!!
The living situation in this apartment is so unhealthy for everyone in here
See me & my brother never got along at all & Tbh I really don’t care at this point.
It feels like we’re all prisoners. My brother lives upstairs in one of the rooms and Me & My mom live downstairs in the living room with two separate mattresses on the floor. The cat also lives in the living room too.
My mom is like the “Middleman” between me & my brother. She don’t want any fights or anyone getting killed or anyone going to jail.
She brings food to my brother on the staircase so he won’t come down & we don’t come into contact with each other
and me & my mom have to use two separate portable toilets downstairs in the kitchen because the restroom is upstairs. she said she can’t climb up the stairs anymore because shes 61 years old and she has to wear ostomy bag because she had diverticulitis and it developed into a polyp and it ruptured or something =[[[[
and I use portable toilet because along time ago my mom didn’t want me to use the restroom thats upstairs because I use to use a lot of toilet paper in flushed the toilet paper in the toilet water came out of the toilet so i always had used portable toilet since then.
I can’t even go upstairs in take a shower because i’m not even allowed too!!!!
The cat is also very aggravating and its not mine or my moms cat. The cat gets crazy “Spells” in will get wild he will start howling & running like a bull up and down the stairs & run in the kitchen & jumping over my equipment in start playing with wires & plugs. It’s just so very annoying!!!!
My dad is a deadbeat dad.
He left my mom when I was at a young age to find another women just for sex because my mom was sick at the time………………………………
fast forward he moved this women in to a house that my mom had paid with her income tax money but the house was unfortunately in my dads name. My dad then wanted us to go live on the other side of the house but My mom was not women enough to sit & stay there in listen to them having sex
Fast forward since then in we have since been living in apartments
That woman that My dad cheated on my mom with had now cheated on my dad & my dad had been single for years in until recently he moved a family he had from mexico into that house.
He actually had two houses that were payed with my moms income tax money but when he cheated with my mom with that woman, that women then convinced my dad to sell the other house just so we couldn’t live there………………………………..
He’s very cheap would only buy ramen noddles & tortillas to eat.
He is just a very terrible dad if you can even call him that & I don’t want anything more to do with him.
I only needed him to get to & from school & to get dropped off at that house from the bus.
When I was young, I use to have a pet sheep in the backyard of the house. He was my only friend :3 I loved that sheep so much but after one day when I came home from school I was so ready & excited to see the sheep after I came off the bus from school. Because I remember I hadn’t seen him since the weekend!!!!
And when I got off the bus that day in went to the backyard to see him, he was not there!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so devastated & heartbroken =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
The fence that held the sheep was also torn down so I knew something was up =[[[[[[[[
I went to go ask my dad what happen to him in he said so casually like it didn’t affect him he said he “Ran away”…………………..
I don’t believe that BS excuse at all and this was the final straw with me being done & having nothing else to do with that
Because before this ever even happened. There was a time I rode with him and another man to some farm and he picked up another goat/sheep (I can’t remember which one it was) and I was in the back of the Bronco petting the sheep because I thought my dad got him as a friend to take him back to the house for the other sheep!!!!!!!!!
NO this sorry ass excuse of a father took this sheep to the back in tied this poor little sheep by the head in hung him up high in killed him right in front of me. BROOOOOOO I ALMOST FUCKING LOST IT RIGHT HERE DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAS CRYING MY EYES OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL I HEAR IS THE SHEEP WEEPING FOR HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I CAN’T DO ANYTHING TO HELP HIM WAS THE MOST DISGUSTING FEELING I’VE EVER HAD IN MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WHAT HURTS ME THE MOST WAS MY SHEEP WAS LOOKING AT ME LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF IS GOING ON???????????????? =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
I’m just at a loss of words to express that horrible situation. At this point I want nothing else to do with that bastard except making sure my sheep was safe. As I said above I came home from school one day in my sheep wasn’t there. I don’t believe that BS excuse that he “ran away”.
I have strong feelings he hurt my sheep too but I have no proof of that. I will unfortunately never know what really happened to MY ONLY BEST FRIEND MY SHEEP =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
I have since officially cut ties with that sorry ass excuse of a father
I was recently at my lowest point of my life recently. My mom had cellulitis/ chronic venous insufficiency in I thought she was gone man =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
I wrote all this to express how I genuinely need the money to buy a house so I can get out of this small apartment in into a much quieter environment so I can move forward with my life in start learning stuff to generate me money so I won’t be poor for the rest of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because I’m very scared & very hopeless for the future when my mom leaves this earth =[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[