I’m going to try to keep this as short as possible. I have lost my child he just turned 5 . I have lost our adopted daughter she was 30.
I have lost my brother , 2 best friends , and the very last piece of my heart holding me together my husband of 20 years. My rock ,my soulmate , my best friend, my provider because I’m not able to work since 2012 do to lupus. It attacks your joints , immune system and your organs, it chose my lungs 🫁 so I can not breathe properly. I am in and out of the hospitals.
I need to say this 1st. I have NEVER asked anyone for help , with finances. It literally pains me to have to do so. When my husband was here the love ❤ of my life , we gave all the time ! Beggers on the streets , almost every go fund me I came across , and always our children. My amazing husband did not make a bunch of money but after the bills were paid , food in the house whatever was left we helped anyone in need. Infact had I known about this site I would have been checking it all the time. Lol..
OK so , in June of 2020 my big strong , never complaining husband started hurting on his side we figured gallbladder no biggie. Well…no , they found a tumor in his bile duct it is a extremely rare terminal cancer.
MD Anderson in Houston Texas ( we are only 3 hours away ) said it’s extremely rare. They wouldn’t/couldn’t give us a time frame.My 6ft 2 . 215# husband went to approximately 90# when he died in my arms IN 4 MONTHS..
When I tell you , I don’t know how I’m still here I mean that literally with my whole heart and soul. So , because he worked so hard there WAS life insurance.
Unfortunately the small amount went to paying off our mobile home and his truck and gave each adult kids a little $$ . Now , with the rest I guess because I was grieving so badly , I’d do ANYTHING to feel good. I GAVE AWAY THE REST.. To charity, and kids.
I wasn’t thinking properly. I didn’t care .. Now I find myself in debit 2 years later. I still have not bought anything for myself and that’s ok.
I do get survivor benefits however they do not even cover the bills , the government says since it’s over 800 a month I can’t NOT get any help with food , medical ect.ect. and I can’t work unfortunately, I did all my life. By the way every single loss was not expected and I’m only 54. I have been living off of credit card and I’m now 30 grand in debit and that includes my car , I couldn’t drive his truck it was to big for me , I traded it in for a 2018 4 door Toyota corrola , I got screwed over at the dealership, I do not expect to ever raise that much. If I had all the money we gave strangers I’d be debit free lol but I’d never change it ..
I just would like to ask if anyone happens to have some extra and wanting to help someone please consider my situation. However if you find someone else on here or anywhere that has young children please and you trust their story , then by all means help them 1st.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING THIS AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU , AND REMEMBER OUR LOVED ONES ARE JUST A BREATH AWAY.
It says to leave your PayPal . I have never received money but it’s paypal.me/shelly68 that is what it says on my profile. Again Thank you , Thank you , Thank 😊 you !