First I need to say I’m nervous and ashamed. I have never done anything like this and don’t know how much details I should write.
I am in need of 15000. Me and my kids have been sleeping in my car which got repossessed two days ago. I just had a baby about 6-7 months ago and after having her they found cancer on my cervix causing me to be out of work longer than I needed to.
I have three children 2 daughters and a son. My son father was granted temporary custody but only temporary because of our history.
If I can’t make it to a shelter I find empty houses or apartments for us to sleep in. My daughters father is ordered to pay child support but they’re looking for him because he hasn’t paid anything since the order was made.
Going through this hardship is how I lost my son. It has taken a toll not only on me but my oldest daughter. We are both in therapy and I also take two depression prescriptions and I have a therapist for that as well.
I feel like I’m letting my kids down, I feel like such a disappointment to them. My daughter tells her therapist she feels they way she feels and been acting out because she miss being in our own place and she misses her brother.
The doctors told me I should be clear to go back to work soon, God willing, but until then I need help. School is about to go back and I have nothing for my daughter. I asking for help not only for that but to be able to get a house some furniture dishes clothes etc. This is the only way I can get my son back , not just my son but my little family will be together. I hope to be able to get a cheap car to get me around with my newborn, and do family activities how we use to do.
Although I am suppose to be cleared for work soon. My occupation is a group home attendant in which case we only get paid once a month. Which means I won’t get paid until a month later.
My family is not, and have never been there for me bacause my father beat my mom paralyzed. She a actually had to be brought back to life the last time he put her in the hospital. All my life I have heard “I ain’t going to be shit just like him”. When I ask for help all I get is see I told you “ain’t shit just like him”.
My children don’t know my family at all and my family has never met nor tried to meet them. Even though I have tried to set the meet and greet up on many occasions.
Please find it in your heart to help us. My PayPal is PayPal.me/shakeemafelder