I recently left a mentally, physically and emotionally relationship when my last child was 7 months old and back in with my parents. I tried to make it work time after time for my kids sake but I just kept getting the crappy end of the stick. I gave up my dreams and goals to help him Pursue his and helped his business grow and in turn I benefited nothing but abuse and no help with our kids. So I decided to finally choose “me” because if I am not healthy and whole for my children I would be hurting them and I definitely don’t want them to suffer like how I ever have. I have been trying to get back on my feet where I can solely provide a place for myself and my kids but I’m just very backed up on every bill that I have and even though I work, I still find myself struggling. I get paid every two weeks and by the time I pay all my bills and get my kids their essentials, my account is if not already in the negative or $25.00 left until the next time I get paid. I also got back in school online to finish my degree to better myself for my children. I’m just having an extremely hard time during this point of my life and would like to get out of this rut that I cannot seem to shake no matter how much I work. I have a side hustle where I would make custom t-shirts but don’t even have the proper funds to advertise my things so that I can be on a scale where people can notice or purchase from me. So in turn trying to promote by word of mouth I do some items for people in my church for free and ask them if they can get refer me to their friends and family.