hi :) I am a recently divorced, single mother, as well as recently orphaned by both my parents deaths. I had a terrible miscarriage right before the divorce and was alone in hospital to deal with it alone. I am deeply still processing the grief brought on by the four events.
I have four beautiful intelligent children, two in primary school and two in highschool. They are what has kept me alive and given me hope to keep striving. I wouldn’t be alive today if it wasn’t for their existence on this planet. They are my heartbeat!! I love them with all my heart and soul.
I was married for 18yrs. Mentally abused and gaslighted. Manipulated into believing i was mentally ill by my ex as a way for him to cover up his multiple affairs with other other men throughout the marriage.
My mother passed away before the divorce from sudden death where as my father passed away after the divorce, due to his cancer coming back in the brain. Be them both together in bright warm light.
I was a stay at home mom for 15yrs and started working my first job two years ago. I have been struggling to hold on to a job because of post traumatic stress as well as high anxiety. I am still learning how to be independent and mentally strong again. It has a been a slow progress but progress nonetheless.
As i have four children to care for, I must keep financial stability while trying to get back on my feet. It has been a huge emotional and mental struggle but I feel I have made progress.
I recently became unemployed due to the Covid-19 pandemic. I now have to go home to my parents house and start clearing everything out and do it alone as my children are currently staying with their father, due to my financial situation. My family has also migrated back to the USA, leaving me alone here in Malaysia.
I am broke. I have no income or financial aid. I am greatly worried and concerned for the future of the children and mine.
I would deeply appreciate some financial help from anyone who is willing to help me get back on my feet and gain the confidence and mental strength to repair and clear out my late parents home. From there I plan to rent out the house so I have passive income. I can then rent a small apartment and my kids can come live with me again. Please, help me.
I feel lost and hopeless and in a state of panic because of my situation and not being able to be with my children. Everything i do or achieve feels pointless when I cannot have my children under the same roof as me.
Any financial help you can provide me will be deeply appreciated and paid forward when I am able to reach my goal of passive income from renting my late parents home.
Thank you for your time reading about me, this was very hard for me to do but I just dont know what to do anymore. I hope someone out there can help me. Please take care of yourselves and keep safe.
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