Hello everyone.. I am 19 years old, I am 22 weeks and 3 days pregnant with a little girl, I’m living with my mom and step dad in an efficiency apartment right now, At first we had a 3 bedroom house, it was Me, my little sister and them both, My mom and i were the only ones working , but then my mom got my step dad (Dave) a job where she worked.. He was doing fine, worked for about 2 months and I guess somewhere during that time he found a mistress.. my mom and i had absolutely no idea what was going on, The girl was my mom’s friend, But in April he ended up leaving her. He wrote her a letter explaining that he could not deal with me and my sister anymore, that we were killing him and that she did not satisfy him anymore, In the letter he wrote how it wasn’t because he was cheating .. said it at least l 3 different times, My mom was at work at that time and she had no idea what was going on, neither did i.. My little sister (who is his only child) was helping him mess around with this female the whole time, anyways he left for work after he wrote the letter and my sister was supposed to give it to her when mom got off, She did. My mom was heartbroken, She tried killing herself (they have been together since I was 6 months old).. Later that night my sister left and her phone was ringing, It was a females name, I answered it and the woman asked for Dave, I was so confused because he was supposed to be at work. I told her , and hung up and she then texted, I was curious so I started looking through these text messages and it was my dad that was texting her the whole time.. I was distraught. I felt like I needed to tell my mom. I was so scared too, But I did.. My mom almost quit her job but she didn’t .. a week or so later I had a baby doctor appointment, I found out I was already 1 cm dialated, My OBGYN put me on bed rest and told me that I wasn’t aloud to work any longer, So now it was just my mom working.. We couldn’t afford the house anymore and stayed in a motel for 4 days, Then she found an efficiency, so my little sister, myself and My mom moved into this efficiency apartment. Everything was going okay, my mom forgave my sister and it was okay. Then we found out my sister was on meth, we tried everything to get her to get clean, At one point we believed she really wanted too, But my little sister ended up moving out to move into her drug dealers house.. There is nothing we can do about it, bc she is 18 now. She’s still there I worry every minute because she’s my baby sister… But anyways Dave ended up calling my mom and asking for her to take him back. She of course fell for his “charm, and lies saying everything would change, he would be better, wouldn’t sleep all day and night and wouldn’t only want her for her money.. Yeah that’s not happening. He quit his job a week after he moved out of our old house, He had no income or anything.. All he does is sleep all day, Stay up half the night and repeat over and over again.. so here we are now, I had a check up at my OBGYN, I am now 2 1/2 cm dialated at 22 weeks, I have to get weekly injections (they HURT so bad!) And I am not aloud to work, It’s still only my mom working, I am grateful for her but I’m afraid were going to lose our place.. My goal is to get my cervix to stop dialating before I have to have the stitch in my cervix.. Drs think that the shots are working :) But I just want to be able to help.. I wish I could work, I barely have anything for my daughter.. I still need a carseat, More clothes, Diapers wipes and bottles, (I’m going to try my hardest to breastfeed) my mom gets paid biweekly and all of my mom’s checks go towards food, Our rent, we only have to pay water so that’s good, and if Dave asks her for something.. She can NEVER tell him no.. I just want to be ready for my daughter.. She is Due September 23rd 2019, UNLESS she decides to make her way into this world sooner.. If whoever is reading this , (if anyone actually does.. I’m not sure) I would greatly appreciate it if you could help me out right now.. My PayPal is PayPal.me/simba2420 and my cashapp is bigkay213.. Ive never done anything like this before and I was looking online and seen this.. I’m praying someone can help. Thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to read what is going on in my life.
Some of you might be wondering what happened to the father.. we we’re together for a year and 9 months before I got pregnant, and as soon as I told him he left me, Blocked me on every social media, my phone number, EVERYTHING, it’s okay though because I WILL be a GREAT mother to her, no matter what.
Again my PayPal is PayPal.me/Simba2420 and my cashapp is Bigkay213