My name is Jessica, I am 36 years old. I have a 14 year old daughter. I work full time for a physical therapy company. I have taken on call after hours for the extra money. I have looked for a part time job, however, most of those job are the same hours as my full time job and I am unable to work them. I am still looking for a part time job for nights and weekends. I need help because I have made a very stupid mistake and fell in love with someone who was very bad for me. I always thought of myself as being strong and never thought I would end up in a bad situation like this. I have recently filed for divorce, although I have always taken my vows very seriously. I tried to stay, I tried to be supportive but he was using me. He didn’t work, was a drug addict, and physically and emotionally abusive. I will not put all the blame on him because I was the enabler. I thought I could fix him, I thought if I could just help him to see how great life could be, he would want better for his own life. I was wrong. It just keeps getting worse. And the only ones that are getting hurt is my daughter and I. I have to stop worrying about him, and protect my daughter and I. I am 36 years old and I owe just around $5000.00 on my credit report. I need to find a way to pay this off so I can buy a house for my daughter and give her real stability. I’m tired of renting and having to constantly move. My daughter is a straight A student and deserves the whole world, she really is the greatest kid on this planet. I owe her this much. She has seen me get beat up, she has heard some really awful things. I am an awful person for letting her be around these things, nothing can ever justify it. I don’t know why I was scared for so long. I owe almost $3000.00 to an apartment complex because I broke my lease early, biggest mistake I’ve made other than getting married. I got up the courage to leave him, I got my own apartment a few years ago. I did great for 8 months until he promised he had changed and had gotten clean, I believed him and went back. within 2 weeks he was worse than I’d ever seen him. The other $2000.00 is smaller things such as hospital bills for my daughter, we don’t qualify for Medicaid as I make too much money, yet I can’t afford health insurance. So we are private pay. My daughter’s biological father has never really been a part of her life, so he doesn’t provide insurance for her. Most of her life it has just been she and I, until I got married. The money donated would go to paying off my debt on my credit report. I know it will take a while for my credit score to actually go up, I am currently renting a house until January when my lease is up. It’s an awful house, we don’t have air conditioning or heat, lime rock plugs up the water faucets, the plumbing backs up into the bath tubs. We just can’t live like this anymore, and I don’t want this to be my daughter’s childhood memories. I will pay back every penny donated, because I know when I am able to get back on my feet, I will be very successful and there will be nothing in this world that can hold me back. I have always been a hard worker, and have always provided a great life for my daughter before falling for the wrong man. I will never make this same mistake again. Any help is beyond greatly appreciated. paypal.me/jhewett0411