Hi, I am 6 months pregnant and struggling financially and emotionally. The father of my daughter (it’s a girl) has an ex wife and 3 kids to provide for and rent to pay. When problems arise, his way of facing them is drinking. He is not violent but he is not reliable.
I am basically on my own, I have no family. My mom died very early, she committed suicide when I was a teenager. Ma dad remarried after my mother passed and when he died he left his only house to his new wife. I asked her to stay there but she said no.
I have been struggling my whole life but I am a fighter and I consider myself strong. But now it’s different, I have to provide for my baby and I am scared.
I need a safe place to stay. I have a job but pay is not high. Rents are very high at the moment and I am not sure I will be able to continue paying after the baby is born because I will not be able to work for a while so I won’t have an income. Furthermore, I have a car dated 2008 and I honestly don’t know how long it will last. I surely can’t afford to buy a new car, not even with a payment plan.
Another problem, that to some might seem not important but to me it is extremely important, is about my cat. I have 2 cats that have been with me for 15 years and they have been my saviors in times of deep darkness. One of them is ill, she has a problem with her bowel and although she keeps eating, she keeps getting skinnier. She now weighs 2.5 kgs. Going through surgery would be too risky at her age, therefore the only way is to give her high nutritional food and treat her with medicines, which are both very expensive.
I am a proud person and I have never asked for anything my whole life. Last night in tears I prayed and asked, I begged God to tell me what I am supposed to do. This morning a video talking about this website came up. I interpreted this to be God’s answer so I am putting my pride aside and writing in hope for help of any kind. I do believe in Good although I probably never felt worth receiving it.
Anything will be highly appreciated.
Thank you for listening.
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