I am a singhle mother of 2 boys. I was born with a rare genetic disorder and I have kidney cancer, a broken spine, and an enlarged aorta. Due to the enlarged aorta I am at risk for having an aorta aneurysm which is called the silent killer because there is no sign or symptom of it and it can cause me to die without warning! The reason I am a single mom is because my husband committed suicide at home with my youngest son and I by shooting himself in his head which caused him to pass instantly. Seeing my husband after he had done this selfish act has caused me heart ache and sadness and the fact I see this image constantly has caused me to have PTSD, anxiety, social anxiety, stress and depression. On top of all my other medical issues which I am scheduled for 3 surgeries 2 of which are on my spine and the one is to remove my left kidney which is infected with cancer. Due to my medical bills it has set me so far back plus my regular monthly bills and rent and groceries I feel like such a failure because I feel as though I let my medical conditions get the best of me even though they are out of my control. I am all my boys have and I want to have a nice big home for my boys someday! I also would love to start my own charity once i can get out of debt so I can help the homeless in myh home town here! I also want to start my own beauty line so I can help the homeless! In order to make my dreams a reality I first have to get well and get help to provide for myself and my family. I am truly embarrassed that I have to ask for help but I am putting my pride aside for my family so I can give them what they too need. My son’s also has my rare genetic disorder which they too will eventually need the proper testing and medical care as well. So I am asking from the bottom of my heart to please help my boys and I so we to can get well. We truly appreciate it and Thank you! God bless!