Hello, my name is celeste a few months ago I had lost my job I am currently working again and have been for 3 months, I lost my job due to my son being sick and having to be out of work, now I am trying to catch up on bills, and I just can’t because I got so behind. I am on the verge of losing everything. My home, car, daycare, everything. I’ve sold almost everything I had of value, I maxed out so many credit cards just trying to survive when I didn’t have the money and now I am even more in the hole, I have horrible credit now from maxing out the cards so I can not take out a loan. I have a 3 year old son that I care for I am a single mother just trying to survive. I would appreciate anything and I can certainly payback with monthly payments! I am just trying to get back on my feet and not be in the streets. I have no family to turn to. I am completely alone, I don’t know what else I can do or where else to turn, I just want to give my son a good life and for me to do that I have to get everything back on track. I do have a decent job, but 18.00 an hour 40 hours a week can still not get the bills payed here and Jersey where everything is expensive. I’ve been getting scammed by people thinking they were private loans. I’ve never felt so desperate and weak in my life. I’ve been only sleeping for about to hours a night trying to find a way I can make more money. I can’t get a second job because I’d have no one to take my son or to watch him and we’ll I can’t afford a babysitter. I am struggling and I am struggling hard. I don’t want to lose everything. I don’t want to be at a womens shelter. I’ve struggled my whole life and finally got to a good place and had it all ripped right from under me before I could even blink an eye. I don’t know if you are familiar from that but it’s hard to come back up! And it’s even harder when you have no one to turn to or ask for help. Everything is so much more expensive now on top of that, I don’t quailify for food stamps, I can barley even afford to have that in my house there’s been some bills that I haven’t paid because I had to prioritize other things over that, such as food. Now my son is starting to grown out of his clothes on top of everything so he needs to things in that nature, im already stressing about how I’m going to get him clothes for the winter time and we are not even there yet. On top of all of that I have really bad depression and have medication that I also have to get and pay for. Life is just really kicking me right now. And I really need the help. I never thought I would be as low as I am now. But I guess we all eventually get there at some point so here I am reaching out