Hi.
my names, well it doesn’t matter. I’m a single mom of 5 kids. My oldest doesn’t live with me (he’s 23), but my other 4 (Gianna 18, Ryan 16, aiden 13 and Harley 1.5) do. I work full time as a receptionist at a vets office. Most weeks I’m there 45-50 hours. I have an ad on tryst that makes some side income but it’s not something that I can rely on bc people like to just ask to meet and then don’t show up. I have an onlyfans that brings in some side income but again, that’s if and when people buy. This month I have 9 months clean and just got my 13 and 1.5 year olds back. But I also had to make the decision as to whether I was paying the rent or feeding them. And I paid the rent bc that was the responsible thing to do. But now there’s no food in the house and idk what to do.
On top of it, I was diagnosed with lupus last month and I’m supposed to go in to do a biopsy if my lymph nodes bc they believe I may have Hodgkin’s lymphoma. I’m scared, I’m alone, and I’m literally selling my body to make some money. I’m ugly crying as I’m writing this bc my mom could help. But she won’t. My dad and grandmother died in 2020 (neither of Covid but still, died) and she got close to a million out of it. But she won’t help me or the kids bc she believes I purposely gave her Covid (I didn’t know I had it). I’ve worked so hard to get sober and fo all the reason got things and now I can’t even feed my kids. Every part of me wants to bury my head in the sand, or go get high, but it would literally ruin everything I’ve worked so hard for.
If anyone can help… please. If u don’t want to send money I can make an Amazon wishlist of food. Or just send groceries. Idk I’m at a loss.
if u would like a link to my onlyfans so ur not just giving me money, I have no problem with that either.
my PayPal link is
https://paypal.me/kplus5cgrah?country.x=US&locale.x=en_US
I have cashapp and can make an Amazon wishlist also?