I’m a woman, single-parent mom, who’s been through a lot, most of it hard, and yet I had to beat them.
I managed to survive a rape, a dangerous beating at the same time, that in my struggle to survive, to come back and not to deny my life, I was also the victim of serious medical mistakes.
In surgery I was slaughtered gynecologically, I was in danger of dying in the operating room, and after I managed to survive, I had to live with many accompanying medical health problems, which led me to have from the age of 37 years inability to become a mother again, severe osteoporosis to the extent that I lost many times my bone density from the spine with the danger of permanent disability, and a little later I began to face serious problems of autoimmune diseases, these monsters that eat my body, life and mind.
The first autoimmune disease from distress was Hashimoto’s Thyroiditis, a devastating disease that affects many organs, since it essentially mimics other diseases.
After some time, not only did I not get well, but the autoimmune increased, I also acquired Fibromyalgia, and Rheumatoid Arthritis. Both of these diseases affect muscles, tendons, nerves, bones, all tissues, all organs. I ended up being examined in University Hospitals, where they gave me the corresponding diagnoses, but they left me untreated, suffering from the pains and very often not being able to support my neck and body, being necessarily bedridden.
I live every moment of my life with excruciating pains all over my body, with pains that drive you crazy and no one understands them. And no one would stand them.
The diseases I mentioned aren’t the only health problems I’m dealing with. I have a spinal tumor and I don’t have the money to do the travel, the necessary health tests, and the treatment of the tumor with radiotherapy. I don’t know how it’s turned out. Also, I have automatic spinal fractures due to osteoporosis. Once, it was necessary to have spinal surgery and I was asked for 25000€, which I still need, I never had the surgery, of course.
I have stopped going to any doctor for some time, I don’t have a picture of my health anymore, because I don’t have the money to see if and how long I will live.
Of course,
My marriage is broken, too. But I had , fortunately, a little child, a precious girl, a few years before I lost my ability to be a mother again, at the hands of doctors, and before I lost another child.
This little child, my daughter, did not grow up on the offer of both her parents. My daughter did not see her father near her, she did not grow up from his financial help, she only experienced deprivation, financial, emotional and moral.
I fought and I’m still fighting to raise her. Now she is 17 years old, I have to find the money to help her study, get through to university and already it is all very difficult.
At the moment, only my daughter’s tutoring classes cost 600€ every month for the preparation of the Panhellenic Exams, I often don’t have to give her a single euro anymore, I can’t pay for these tutoring classes, I can’t help her to study, I can’t even take her to the doctor, i can’t help her to grow up, because I have NOTHING.
I was an educator for 18 years, but when I got sick and struggled for many years, a year and a half ago I had to quit my job, because the diseases I mention to you, especially Fibromyalgia, makes you unable to bear the voices of children, because the pain gets worse.
Then I tried to work a lot of jobs , I tried a lot, but that I can’t stand standing, or that I can’t stand the pain, has always been a serious problem, which leaves me out of work.
I have months where I don’t even have 10 euros , they are hosting us, I feel ashamed because we will have to leave here anymore. I have borrowed a lot of money that I cannot repay, and that is to learn to offer a service , to attend some seminars, so that I can work. However, I did not manage to finish them, because they are all very expensive, and I have no right to “study” myself when my child should be studying.
I am very ill, and when you see me, I only smile. I don’t know if I’ll be okay for a long time.,
but I have so many needs, I have so many needs to satisfy, to raise the child, to find money for tutoring classes, then for her studies, for my own doctors, for medicines, for medical tests that I have to undergo constantly, to pay back what I borrowed, to help my parents who have serious health problems…even to eat something.
I never imagined that I would come to the point of begging for help from some people whose magnanimity might allow them to offer me financial assistance.
I always said ” Don’t give up! Not now!”
And this ” now ” is full of moments when I didn’t give up. But I’m on the edge, abandoned by everyone.
Please, if you please, help!
I wouldn’t want to get help with any quid pro quo, please, it’s not what I can offer.
I need a lot of financial help, it’s all I can ask for, even now!
Thank you for reading me, thank you that if you can, you will help us, as if you were angels!
I’ll never forget it. Because you’re going to help a little kid who is dealing with so much financial and moral deprivation, and then help me!
For anyone who can offer, I give you my PayPal account, along with my gratitude!
My debts already reach many thousands of euros and I do not have the mental strength to ask you for a specific amount, I feel ashamed! However, the more money raised, the better we will live, but even if I do not live long, I will go away in peace for the help in my child’s life.
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