Hello, My names Megan.
This is my first experience asking a stranger for financial help, it is a feeling that doesn’t sit too well with me.
My ex has left me list of loans and gambling debts up to £12,000 in my name, that i am being hounded to pay back, he abused and vandalized the home we were building for our young daughter and when it came to separating he burnt all of mine an my daughters belongings, he left us with nothing but the clothes we had on our back. We have received emotional support from a local women’s charity that support DA victims.
We was together for 9 long years, the first 4 years he never drank or took drugs, then once he was consumed by the drink, drugs and gambling he became physically abusive towards myself, to the point I was in hospital for days on end, making up lies to cover the marks on my face an body. The mental damage seems to keep causing pain, my whole body shut down after he burned our things, leaving my body with many conditions, effected by my nervous system and fitting often, i am learning to live with this. I am grateful that my daughter never had to see just how vile her dad truly was and that she was spared the suffering of ptsd that i now face. How do i tell my sweet little baby that her dad can’t be near us or that we can’t go home to the place she was growing so beautifully?
All I am seeking is kind support, to help me, provide for my baby girl and what she deserves, a healthy foundation to grow from. A warm roof with a bathtub, fresh cloth’s on her back and clean socks on her little feet and a full tummy. All of this would make me a really happy mummy, I am not concerned about my needs so much as long as i can provide for my little one. I do seek some child care support so that i can get myself fit and health and also rest, i haven’t eaten a good healthy meal in so long just so that i can make what i have last so my daughter can eat okay.
My body is not at its full working state yet and the doctors have told me to do everything i can to be less stressed and rest, but how does one do that in this situation? i am constantly worried about Ivy, money, food, bills, debts, nightmares, panic attacks, ect.. and with the cost of living on the rise. If i didn’t have my sweet little peach, i honestly dont think i would be sat here now.
So i guess any kind donation would really mean the world to us right now, whether that be enough to get milk or enough for me to go shopping for my princess and replace the things she has lost out on.
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Thank you for taking the time to read my post,
Love & Light,
Meg & Ivy.