I’ve stated at this page for two days wondering what I would write or say. I decided the best thing to write is the truth so here goes. I’m a mom of 5, three of my kids are grown and I only have two still with me. Lance is 14, and Brock is 8. My kids are my world and that’s why I’m asking for help. Since Covid started , my already bad luck got worse. My commercial and residential cleaning business to such a hard blow, it’s basically gone. I’ve had nothing but bad luck ever since. I lost our home due to a house fire a few days after Christmas of 2021 and my boys and I lost everything. I moved back in with my ex fiance because we had no where to go. Him and I tried to work things out and it just kept getting worse. He became more abusive mentally and physically every day. I bit my tongue and stayed out because I couldnt allow my kids to sleep in my car. I had my nose broken, I was cheated on, my boys were mistreated. On top of this abusive relationship, I got a call early December that my brother will was in ICU with acute liver failure. He didn’t tell me he was sick.. he was only 38 years old. He ended up passing away when I was on my way to say my goodbye. Then I found out that my dad was in end stage liver failure and went to see him. Drs told us he wouldn’t have much longer so I decided to stay. Long story short, since this past December, we’ve had 5 immediate family members die on my dad’s side of the family. My brother dec 11th. my memaw died from Covid February 24. Then a cousin shot himself in the head in front of his 12 year old brother. My cousin Stacy died from a heroin overdose, and the final blow to our family was my sister’s husband getting killed in a car wreck right in front of our dad’s house. My dad kept getting sicker but I had to go back home to try and make some money. I wasn’t back home two days and my car got totaled, and my insurance told me AFTER they let me file a claim that my policy cancelled two days before the wreck. Wo not only am I without a vehicle, I have a $5,000 debt to the finance company. Feeling completely at rock bottom, everyone I loved dying, I ended up having to go back to the fiance’s house. I had to deal with being called a whore on a daily basis, and would be trapped in the house for days at a time because I had no ride. I tried to start back to nursing school, and then I got criticized for trying to be “better than” him so I could look better. About four weeks ago he came home from work and said he was tired of looking at us and wanted us out of his house. I told him no. We had no vehicle no where to go. He ended up shoving me on a couch throwing me into the floor and jumping on my 14year old son. I called the law and he went to jail. I had until Monday to leave and luckily my friends mom let us stay with her and although I’m thankful for that, I’m getting further and further in the hole. I can’t get a job without a vehicle I can’t take my boys to Dr or dentist appointments, I can’t finish my school. My two storage units that have all of our belongings in it will be two payments behind on the first and it’s everything we have plus my deceased mom’s stuff. My phone is about to get turned off Monday, the boys need clothes and stuff for school. I honestly need help getting on my feet. If someone can help me get a good dependable car, and get my few bills caught up, I could breathe. Without a vehicle I’m screwed. My dad needs me and is declining pretty quickly. My boys dad is in prison for two years and I have absolutely no help. All I want is to get on my feet and finish my nursing degree. I also had two teeth break one on each side of my mouth, and I have two exposed nerves so I can’t eat hardly. I’ve lost 25 pounds in 8 weeks. I need to see a dentist to have them removed. All my family is dead or about to be and I have no one. I don’t want pity I just want someone to give me benefit of the doubt and give me a hand. I’ve had a rough life all my life and I need someone to help me get stable for my boys. It took a lot for me to ask for help so I hope someone will help me get on my feet for my boys. Thank y’all in advance and I hope y’all have a blessed day.