I am asking for help because I have PTSD, depression and ADHD. I have a 10 year old daughter and a 2 year old son. It’s extremely hard for me to be motivated to do anything. I always dwell on things that I’m unhappy about myself and my life. I’ve been through 10 different jobs and it’s very hard for me to keep a job. It’s very hard for me to make friends also. As you can already tell me English grammar isn’t that great either, even though I was born in America. And I feel very ashamed when people from other countries come to America and speaks better English than me. I believe how I got PTSD because of my ex boyfriend. It was a very abusive toxic relationship. And I also have ADHD and both of those causes me to have depression. I’m constantly always talking negative about myself and how I’m not good enough for anybody. Sometime I would cry because seems like nobody in this world understands me. Some people think I’m just slow and dumb. And I always feel so ugly when I look at myself in the mirror. I’m just currently living with my parents, and they only can help out so much…. They are getting old… and currently I’m only doing DoorDash right now because of the flexibility of the schedule so I can watch my kids… but it’s not enough.. so I’m kindly asking for some help….