Fifteen years ago I was a successful hard working business owner. A series of traumatic events, paired with high stress, caused me to develop an anxiety disorder called agoraphobia. My body is stuck in the “fight/flight” response and panic attacks occur even during mundane tasks. It caused me to be unable to leave my home and I lost my business because of it. I spent years living off of my savings and working to get better. I was heading towards full recovery when I started a relationship with a covert narcissist. It was the worst thing that could have happened for my recovery. Over years he systematically emotionally abused me to the point that I became housebound again. I also amassed a huge line of credit against my house under constant promises it would get paid back. Last year, after being house bound for a year straight, I left with my son to stay in a women’s shelter until my ex would be forced to leave my house. It took everything I had in me but I did it and haven’t looked back. I’ve spent this year having therapy and trying to put my life and health back together. I went to the dentist and the years of not being able to go in have caught up with me. I have about $6000.00 in dental work that needs done immediately as well as other less pressing issues. I’m struggling to pay the interest on this credit line and I can’t afford the specialized therapy that would help me cure this mental health issue. I’m at my wits end to just have a peaceful new start for my son and I. It’s a huge ask but my dream would be to raise $240,000.00 to pay off my credit line, complete my dental work, receive specialized therapy, and complete some needed repairs in my home. This would take so much stress off and allow the healing to happen. It would make it possible for me to pay my monthly payments without being drowned in interest each month. I would really be able to turn my life around. I have never asked for financial aide before. I worked hard, saved, and used my own resources always hopeful that I would be back to working soon. This is just too big to handle alone. I thank you for reading my story so far. If you can spare the money, it would change our lives.
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