Hello I just want to say that you are a special breed to help others out and I hope to be on the other end of this someday, thanks for your consideration. I’m a 37 yr old mother to a 4 yr old girl, we live with her father and my bf’s parents, which has given me the blessing of staying at home with her for the past almost 5 yrs. Her father and I have been in a rough spot in our relationship and were working on it but then about a week ago I was blind-sighted with him breaking up with me and telling me I have 6 months to find someplace else. Now because I stayed at home all those years I don’t have a penny to my name and a 5 yr gap in my work history. I have great credit but no job so loans and other things are a no-go. Last night I asked him if I could buy a new computer. He said he would replace it because he broke mine and said I could get a new one. I even found a cheaper one and he said no you can buy it, that computer was gonna help me look for a job and be able to work using it. Im lost everyday its something new he does trying to hurt me. He knows I have nothing and my family I do have are homeless which he loves to throw in my face . I really need to get out of this home because it’s not healthy anymore. I am being mentally abused daily and I am becoming overwhelmed with all the things I suddenly am in need of for my daughter and I but I’m trying to hold it together for my child. Everyday he finds a way to kick me while i’m already down, I feel like he is trying to break me and make me fly off the handle so he doesnt feel so bad about all this he will have someone to blame it on instead of himself.. yet he has something to say or something to tell me I must do or else, and I’m at my witts end with it I don’t have the fight in me and I just need a clean break and start for my baby girl and my self. My daughter and I share a very special bond and If I had to leave her because I have no place to go I’m not sure I could take that honestly. My self-esteem is already at the lowest point ever due to weight gain some medical issues with my spin about to fuse and having “nerd neck” Also my teeth outta nowhere started spacing, so already everyday is already a struggle to be happy and motivated but if I couldn’t see my childs face everyday because I have to live in my car I will be broken like the broken that’s not fixable, so I am please asking for anyone to help me get into some kinda housing or buy a trailer or anything i’m open to suggestions. I can even trade cleaning services for housing if that’s an option. I’m a great cleaner..so Please help me and my little girl out and let us stay together. She is about to start school sept same time as when my 6 mos is up and starting school is gonna be stressful enough I don’t wanna add to that. I want her to be ready and know she has a comforting place to come back to, she deserves the best chance in life and I can not fail her tho everything is working against me right now and i’m not looking forward to the day I have to explain why i don’t sleep with daddy at the house anymore but it would kill her if I had to tell her on top of us splitting that she can’t come with mommy and mommy has to leave her with daddy.. I’m crying just writing this so please I am begging anyone to give me a hand and I promise I will make sure that our feature (my child) will be the change we need in this world. I promise she will get everything she needs to become an amazing person like the ones reading this.. Thank you for your time and energy. Here’s to hope and the feature and I promise to pay it forward.
-T- 37 yr old female, from southern California
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