Hello everyone my name is Diessata, I’m from west Africa Gambia, I was a soccer player when I come to the USA back 2008. With the hardship I left home, I was can’t go back home so I decide to stay to help my family back home( Mom, Dad, Brother, Sister etc.. I’m embarrassed and scared, but I see the light at the end of this depression. I’m 36, recently divorced and have had the worst luck through this covid pandemic. I left the home I rented because I could not be in an abusive relationship with a narcissist.
My first 5 years was good so I help my family back home with the house expensive and kids school and holidays so I decided to get married to become legal and it cost me everything.
I’m father of 2 a boy and a girl now and since 2020 I’m responsible 100 % of them and this past 2 week is the first time I felt them, my father in law is picking them from school and taking them to school too and it hurts deep inside because my car is break down and I can’t fixed it.
It’s been almost 6 weeks I can’t make it to work and I never beg for penny until now. I really need some help to go back to potential. PROVIDING
I know there is someone who got a heart just like my, someone who love to help other. Please anything help right now I don’t know what level of desperation I’m right now
Anyone who has been in this situation before can maybe relate when I say, this situation is taking a toll on my physical and emotional health. I can’t sleep, can’t eat, and it is a CONSTANT worry on my mind. So I’m begging anyone reading this please please please help us if you can. Anything given is so much appreciated and an answer to my prayers.
Asking for help has never been my strong suit. I’m obviously desperate posting on a website like this.
I know it’s a lot to ask for, but I have nowhere to turn to; my parents are both dead and I don’t have no family here at USA. Is there anyone who can help a guy get back in his feet. I haven’t lost my drive yet, I know I can get back to being a productive member of society if I can just get over this past hurdle. life, I still have a lot of fight in me left!! I still have dreams of having a family one day when my kids grow , a home. I know I can get back to his things were if I can just get over this hurdle
Someone please take a chance on me, I’m worth it, I’m a good person.. and best of all I have a want to continue to climb back from where I fell from.