So where do I start, well I guess all say I never thought ad be doing this.
I am 28 years old, I have two kids and separated from there mom (not by my choice) it’s been a hard 6 years and well I need help, and am that desperate and destroyed I’m begging people on the internet to help.
I have worked since I was 16 and at 21 I had my 1st child and 23 when I had my second, who I love unconditionally, during the pandemic me and there mom split up.
When I found out that I was having a child I worked my fingers to the bone to provide for them. I got a bank lone out to get us a place (stupid I know) and had to go in to my over draft but could never earn enough to pay them off, hence why am here. when my 1st boy was born I ended up getting really depressed due to not thinking I was good enough for him, that I wasn’t providing enough for him, and this got worse with the second. I still ow a lot and still cannot afford the repayments, I lay awake at night wondering when there going to come and knock on my door and take what little I have left away. I work 60+ a week to try and pay them and to pay for my children but it’s never enough.
My anxiety and depression have gone through the roof. Av been on and off the suicide watch over 4 years now, am on medication but non of it seems to work. If it wasn’t for my boys ad be gone. There the only things keeping me here.
So yeah am begging, not just for money, but the opportunity to have a fresh start. With the money I could pay my depts off and see my boys more due to only seeing them twice a month due to work.
Anything would help, thank you for reading and thank you for you’re time.
The amount I would need is around £10000 to £20000, yeah I know it’s a lot. Hope this finds you well and hope you have a good day.
Thank you
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