My name is Wesley I’m 35 from White settlement Texas too late a life has been hitting me like a Trainwreck over and over and over you see about 4 years ago I thought I met the love of my life well I guess things changed or something we were perfect it seemed despite my job at the time I used to work for the department of defense setting modular buildings for our US government and agencies all over the United States I loved it I never had a job in my life to whenever I woke up I was proud to go to work and happy well we just got done with the job area 51 and we were pulling into Lubbock I got phone call from her she’s in the hospital I was like what’s wrong she proceeds to tell me that she thought her kidneys were failing on her and at that very moment she flipped the camera around and I said OBGYN am I jaw dropped and I started crying like a little girl cuz all I wanted was was baby you know I want a family because I didn’t have one grown up well she said I’m 23 weeks pregnant as soon as she said that the nurse walks in and says the exact same thing to her I was ecstatic well I got done with the job in Lubbock and I came home to see her and I swear I’m so happy well we ended up having him and he’s perfect his name is Jameson Wade Pierce he’s my pride and joy I love him to death I was doing as much as I could for them while I was home because I traveled a lot like I said I was providing for my family that’s it I thought that’s what she wanted I thought that that’s why I was supposed to do I guess I was wrong when it’s part and ways because she said I was gone too much but like I said I was providing for my family how about 6 months after we split up I get a phone call from her and she’s getting her ass beat by her new boyfriend this time I’m in Alabama I could do nothing about it well whenever I get off of that job in Alabama and I’ll come back me and her end up looking back up but this time she tells me I’m pregnant and it’s not yours I told her I’ll be that boys pappy and I meant that every single word of it about four and a half months ago we had kaliber Zane he was perfect I delivered that boy just like I did with Jameson and I’ve got so attached to him we ended up getting evicted from our apartment due to me coming back and quit my job and getting a job at the airport because I want to be home I want to be a dad want to be around more you know but took a big pay cut and put a huge Bind cuz all I was doing is playing catch up but I could never catch up so we got invicted and then ended up staying in hotels and then life gets expensive you know especially when you’re making a lot less than you used to make but I was doing it I was making it happen I was making sure my family is taken care of how the roof and food in the bellies everyday anyway I could she wasn’t working she didn’t work any of the time we were together I guess at the point where I guess I don’t know I guess we fell apart again unfortunately and it sucks but you got to the point where the love wasn’t there the feeling was just wasn’t there anymore I was sleeping by the AC unit at the hotel on the floor there was more than enough room in the bed but I felt like I wasn’t wanted so do something was up well one morning is like 3 weeks before Thanksgiving this year we got an argument and she proceeds to tell me this isn’t why I’m leaving you and so are the kids and we’re going to San Antonio so what what are you talking about is she proceeds to tell me my mom’s on her way to get us now my heart dropped cuz those babies are all I had is that family was all I had all I wanted in life and I was working towards having that for the rest of my life I don’t know where I went wrong at all I mean I quit the job I loved and everything to be there for them and they they just didn’t believe in 3 hours later I seen her pack up her things and the babies have kissed on the goodbye and that was the last time I got to see them besides the video call here and there whenever she needs the money I haven’t seen them it’s really took a big toll on me cuz I can’t afford a hotel anymore because my lack of motivation in my drive just seemed to vanish when they left I know where I went wrong I know I should never got a mental state that way but I don’t know what could prevented that my everything my reason for living just got taken from me and it cost me my job at the airport and I became homeless even worse my truck broke down on me which means I can’t get to work it’s been broke down for 2 months now and that’s why I’m staying currently my family won’t help me out any my friends they’re dealing with their own problems in life I’m just really at a loss right now I want to be able to see my boys the fear that that’s going to take some legal action which means I have to find a way to come up with money for attorney can I come with money to get house or apartment or a hotel just so I can get on my feet I got to give me a job but the vehicle being broke down is what’s happening once I get a job everything else will fall into place I’m not looking for no handouts I’m not looking for sympathy I’m not looking for anything but a hand up in life and a chance to be able to see my kids I do anything in this world with my life to turn around right now cuz my heart hurts I don’t wish this upon anybody I appreciate you all the time for reading this if y’all can keep me in your prayers please and again I appreciate ev My name is Wesley Pierce I’m 35 from White settlement Texas too late a life has been hitting me like a Trainwreck over and over and over you see about 4 years ago I thought I met the love of my life well I guess things changed or something we were perfect it seemed despite my job at the time I used to work for the department of defense setting modular buildings for our US government and agencies all over the United States I loved it I never had a job in my life to whenever I woke up I was proud to go to work and happy well we just got done with the job area 51 and we were pulling into Lubbock I got phone call from her she’s in the hospital I was like what’s wrong she proceeds to tell me that she thought her kidneys were failing on her and at that very moment she flipped the camera around and I said OBGYN am I jaw dropped and I started crying like a little girl cuz all I wanted was was baby you know I want a family because I didn’t have one grown up well she said I’m 23 weeks pregnant as soon as she said that the nurse walks in and says the exact same thing to her I was ecstatic well I got done with the job in Lubbock and I came home to see her and I swear I’m so happy well we ended up having him and he’s perfect his name is Jameson Wade Pierce he’s my pride and joy I love him to death I was doing as much as I could for them while I was home because I traveled a lot like I said I was providing for my family that’s it I thought that’s what she wanted I thought that that’s why I was supposed to do I guess I was wrong when it’s part and ways because she said I was gone too much but like I said I was providing for my family how about 6 months after we split up I get a phone call from her and she’s getting her ass beat by her new boyfriend this time I’m in Alabama I could do nothing about it well whenever I get off of that job in Alabama and I’ll come back me and her end up looking back up but this time she tells me I’m pregnant and it’s not yours I told her I’ll be that boys pappy and I meant that every single word of it about four and a half months ago we had kaliber Zane he was perfect I delivered that boy just like I did with Jameson and I’ve got so attached to him we ended up getting evicted from our apartment due to me coming back and quit my job and getting a job at the airport because I want to be home I want to be a dad want to be around more you know but took a big pay cut and put a huge Bind cuz all I was doing is playing catch up but I could never catch up so we got invicted and then ended up staying in hotels and then life gets expensive you know especially when you’re making a lot less than you used to make but I was doing it I was making it happen I was making sure my family is taken care of how the roof and food in the bellies everyday anyway I could she wasn’t working she didn’t work any of the time we were together I guess at the point where I guess I don’t know I guess we fell apart again unfortunately and it sucks but you got to the point where the love wasn’t there the feeling was just wasn’t there anymore I was sleeping by the AC unit at the hotel on the floor there was more than enough room in the bed but I felt like I wasn’t wanted so do something was up well one morning is like 3 weeks before Thanksgiving this year we got an argument and she proceeds to tell me this isn’t why I’m leaving you and so are the kids and we’re going to San Antonio so what what are you talking about is she proceeds to tell me my mom’s on her way to get us now my heart dropped cuz those babies are all I had is that family was all I had all I wanted in life and I was working towards having that for the rest of my life I don’t know where I went wrong at all I mean I quit the job I loved and everything to be there for them and they they just didn’t believe in 3 hours later I seen her pack up her things and the babies have kissed on the goodbye and that was the last time I got to see them besides the video call here and there whenever she needs the money I haven’t seen them it’s really took a big toll on me cuz I can’t afford a hotel anymore because my lack of motivation in my drive just seemed to vanish when they left I know where I went wrong I know I should never got a mental state that way but I don’t know what could prevented that my everything my reason for living just got taken from me and it cost me my job at the airport and I became homeless even worse my truck broke down on me which means I can’t get to work it’s been broke down for 2 months now and that’s why I’m staying currently my family won’t help me out any my friends they’re dealing with their own problems in life I’m just really at a loss right now I want to be able to see my boys the fear that that’s going to take some legal action which means I have to find a way to come up with money for attorney can I come with money to get house or apartment or a hotel just so I can get on my feet I got to give me a job but the vehicle being broke down is what’s happening once I get a job everything else will fall into place I’m not looking for no handouts I’m not looking for sympathy I’m not looking for anything but a hand up in life and a chance to be able to see my kids I do anything in this world with my life to turn around right now cuz my heart hurts I don’t wish this upon anybody I appreciate you all the time for reading this if y’all can keep me in your prayers please and again I appreciate everybody that has read this have a blessed day