First I’d like to start by saying thank you to those who donate to people like myself in need and in absolute dire straights. Your generosity and kindness is humbling and I hope to be able to do the same for someone one day by paying it forward.
Here is my story…
I am today 37 years old and have found myself awake for the first time in 20 years. After being in a relationship for so long where I was abused mentally, physically, psychologically and emotionally. With help from therapists and doctors I was able to remove myself from this relationship where in all honesty, in the throes of it all I had no idea I was abused. Of course I understood physical abuse was wrong and feeling sad and lonely a lot of the time however I believed and had grown accustomed to this environment. I now see how I was used and deceived for so long.
Here is the nitty gritty of it all. My ex controlled all my finances, I worked my butt off for so long to only realise that I was funding ‘his’ lifestyle not ours. The money he had told me had gone into savings for a deposit for a house, he had spent it all on his gambling and drug addiction. He had stopped paying my loans around 1 year ago and my credit is now ruined. When I confronted him after a loan company showed up at my job I checked my other finances to see the sh1t storm in front of me. After I went to him with the evidence he exploded and well the rest is too much to bare repeating the course of events. End of story is I finally grew some courage and some self respect and left. The credit ruined my ability to do my job as I worked admin in finance. I lost my job 5 weeks ago. I’m now unable to make arrangements for my bills and so I am begging for 11k to get my finances cleared to relieve some stresses off myself to be able to start looking for some work anywhere at this stage. I will not be able to find a job paying me the 60k a year I was getting so the pay drop for whatever I can get will barely suffice to cover standard living costs here in NZ.
if you are able to help me I would greatly appreciate it https://paypal.me/SouthMade275?country.x=NZ&locale.x=en_US
I am hopeful but I understand there are many in the world who are worse off than me. I am still however hopeful.
Thank you for your time and may you and yours have a wonderful Christmas and New Year.