For most of my life, I’ve always tried to put others before me and make sure they were taken care of even at the cost of my own well being, whether that was physically, financially, emotionally, or mentally. My life from 2012 to 2019 was spent trying to constantly make sure someone who I thought was my best friend was okay since they went through a lot with cancer, losing their mom, and then their dad, and getting a divorce. Through all this, I was always there making sure everything was taken care of so they wouldn’t have to worry about anything. In doing this for so long, I ended up in a lot of debt and learned bad money management skills throughout the years they were in my life. I currently am struggling with credit card debt, student loans, and needing to make sure my rent is paid this month. I would have had the money for rent but I had to get new tires for my car because they were showing the threads and were about to blow. I understand I am responsible for my decisions and the consequences that come from them, and I hate to ask for help because I like to be the one to help others. I just need a little help to not feel like I’m drowning and I can breathe and enjoy life again without feeling stressed and depressed.
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