I have lived in the same place for 13 years. The manufactured home that I live in was built in the 70’s. It’s not the greatest, but it’s a roof. My ultimate dream is to one day have a tiny home for myself and my rescue critters, with a big yard like this one. The outside here is the best part, trees, wildlife, and plenty of room for my rescue Huskies. I have been a bartender, and server, for many years. I have worked two and three jobs at a time most of my life, and it’s always been three steps forward and two steps back financially. I tried to get out of the bar business in 2019, when I was hired as a social support director in a care facility for people with brain injuries (some from drunk drivers). I lost that job during Covid and had to go back to bartending, it was not fun at all. The “No politics or religion talk in the bar” rule, was history. I was now the ” mask police”. During Covid, I lost friends and family, some due to alcoholism. I just couldn’t serve alcohol anymore. After gallbladder surgery, I personally quit drinking, because it felt like poison in my body and made me sick. In 2019, I was also in a relationship with someone who was retired, so when these dogs came into my life in need of my love, I didn’t think twice about making them part of my family. However, that relationship turned toxic (luckily I never moved in with him). He dumped me two days before Christmas last year, knowing my current struggles with my health and finances. He may believe that I will beg him for help, and I will not, he is mean. I am not too proud to beg for help, but I can never again beg for love in my life. Being stuck at home with my two dogs that have severe separation anxiety has been challenging as far as finding work. Where I live, I can only get an internet speed of about 12 (supposed to be 20), so I have been unable to meet the requirements for online jobs. I began making art, that was inspired by nature. I taught myself how to make a website so as to sell my art. It’s been up for a month, but no sales yet. I have also been working on getting my real estate license through an online school. I had to put it off for a bit though, because I couldn’t focus. It’s a lot to learn, and my grief was all in my way. I am now down to $40 in my bank account and no funds coming in. Rent is due in a few days and I don’t have it. I can’t lose my home, because it’s also home to my rescues, and there’s no way we can all fit in my broken old 1999 Saturn. More about me, I am 52, never married, no children (due to health issues), and been struggling through life in the real world since I ran away from the children’s home at 15. I understand that I’m old now, but I could still appreciate someone wanting to adopt me and help me get through this moment in my life. Thank you for taking the time to read my story, I am grateful for anything and everything. Please help me if you can.
Thankyou.
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