Hello and thank you for taking your time in reading part of my life.
I would like to begin by introducing myself, my name is Cesar M. , I have been living in the United States for over 20 years I am a Permanent Resident with the hope of become a naturalized citizen. I have live a pretty good life always food on my table a roof over my head and had a great job. But like everyone in the world I have had my ups and downs, and for over a year I’ve had my shares of down staring with depression. A couple of years back I meet someone that changed my life for good and bad, I fell in love but little that I knew while I was deeply falling, that person was only playing and using me. After finding out some truths, my life turned sad and lonely and to the point of not caring about my physical appearance, my job, well everything that was important to me, I had forgotten all I ever wanted to do just lay in bed and basically cry to the point I was so close of commiting the unthinkable. God is so great I didn’t go through with it, but I still didn’t had a way out and the fastest thing for me to forget was the easy way and I turned to do drugs. That was the moment my whole life crumbled, I lost my loved ones, friends and everything, had no money for food even to buy water, I ended up sleeping in parks even sleeping with strangers to get a doze and forget about my problems and depression. It has not been easy but little by little I’m staying away from the drugs.
Well now that you know what I have been going thru, I want to ask for your help, ANYTHING helps I just want a new start don’t want to be living in the streets ever again, so that why I’m doing this so I can find a decent place for me to rent and put some food in stomach. It’s really hard for me to do this and ask for financial help but I have no other way that is until I get a new job and a decent place to live. Please all I ask is that if you read this don’t insult me or make fun, I’m trying to do the best that I can to do it on my own but sometimes it seems impossible, if you are willing to donate I will forever be grateful and if you can’t, a prayer and good vibes will help my soul feel loved again. I honestly don’t have more words to say or write but I do hope you can understand that suffering from depression is no joke specially when your family turns their back on you.
Thank you so much for reading my story and God bless you always.