I am a 24 year old girl who just lost my mom to COVID, and am having a hard time keeping a job since, not for lack of trying. I am physically disabled and mentally ill so work is hard to come by. I am behind on bills and am at risk of losing my car, which is my only means of income right now. I have been driving Doordash and shopping for Shipt but no one is tipping and it is incredibly frustrating. I feel like every time I go out I spent more in gas alone than what I end up making, not to mention my car needs maintenance done to it more often with how much it’s being driven. I need an oil change soon, the brakes have started to scrape, and I need to get my tires checked before winter comes. But any other job I’ve applied for either says I’m not qualified or won’t even bother to return an email. I am very discouraged and am running out of both patience and faith. I have credit card debt, I have already tried and been denied personal loans, my student loans are due, and the car insurance and house payments cannot be late. Any help at this time would mean the world to me and my father, who is also having a hard time keeping up on bills. We are splitting them evenly but every day is a struggle. We have been homeless before, my mom fought so hard to get us to this point and now that she’s gone I feel like everything is falling apart without her. I also have a younger brother, he is in college right now paying his own way through with all his own bills, and I have exhausted him for help. If you can see it in your heart to help, we need any help we can get. I have attached a photo of my cats for your viewing pleasure. They are my best friends and my greatest source of comfort right now, but even keeping up on their food and litter is overwhelming when I can barely afford to feed myself. I’m sorry that this sounds like I’m spiraling but I am, and I can’t even afford to have my psychiatrist institutionalize me because that would leave me dad alone with all the bill. Please, please help me.
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