Hello and thank you to whoever may be reading this. My name is Beth and I’m a 21 year old college student. To be truthful, I need money to move into a new home. I am currently living with my fiancé and his family in an extremely toxic home environment. I suffer from severe anxiety, depression, and ADHD, so living here has deteriorated my mental health. There is constant fighting where I currently live, and it causes me to have terrible panic/anxiety attacks. I am very suicidal and have been trying to seek help so that I can get through this. Unfortunately, I do not have good medical insurance so antidepressants (which I am already taking), therapy/counseling are kind of out of my question for me as I cannot afford it. I currently work at a grocery store and make only $13 an hour. My fiancé works there too and makes the same. It is already terrible at home, but work is terrible too. I also suffer from IBS which causes me to have to use the restroom often and my managers at work do not like this. I was told that if I used the restroom anytime other than my break that I would be pointed in the system. I cannot physically control when I have to go, so you can imagine what happened next when I was not allowed to use the restroom. I ended up having to leave work that day because of soiling my pants and I got pointed from it. I have been searching for another job but it has been extremely difficult to find one that pays the same wage I’m currently making or more. I would just be so happy if I could find a better job and be able to move out with my fiancé and finally get married. We have been together for 6 years and have been engaged for 1.5 years. Please, if you have read this far and are financially able, please help us get out of here. Both of us are working so hard in college as well as at work and this is not how things should be for us. The wage we make is not even close enough to be able to move out into our own home. I am in desperate need of money to be able to feel at peace in our own living space. Thank you so much for reading all this if you have, and I hope you have a blessed life.
paypal.me/bethjungk